Help Decided to CTB but I need help

[Stickyfinger]

I decided to do it but I'm a coward so the only way I want to do it is with a gun. The problem is that I live in Canada and I'm a refugee claimant and I haven't read the laws but I'm pretty sure I can't get a gun here.

So what do you guys think is the next best method? I'm looking for an instant painless death 100% effective.

Ps: I know this is almost impossible and a little wrong but if you know someone (with a gun) who lives in Montreal and can help me with my problem I'd be thankful.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

The only other method close to your criteria that doesn't harm others such as traumatizing them would be N. Lots of threads here about procuring, costs, how to.
Check out the partners thread, you can post but will need to PM to connect, PM privileges after 5 posts.

 

[Whynot32]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...the-ultimate-pain-free-exit-megathread.30451/

 

[Stickyfinger]

The only other method close to your criteria that doesn't harm others such as traumatizing them would be N. Lots of threads here about procuring, costs, how to.
Check out the partners thread, you can post but will need to PM to connect, PM privileges after 5 posts.

I've read something about nembutal, that's what you are talking about right? It's too expensive for me. I'm basically homeless right now and I don't have a PC to access tor or the dark market. Sorry I forgot to mention that. I guess I can't have a peaceful death uh

 

[Zoltiel]

I'm sorry about your situation.. I think the most cheap and painless method would be hanging. I hope you find peace

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I've read something about nembutal, that's what you are talking about right? It's too expensive for me. I'm basically homeless right now and I don't have a PC to access tor or the dark market. Sorry I forgot to mention that. I guess I can't have a peaceful death uh

Yes, nembutal.

Good to have the additional info. You may want to edit your OP to include it.

 

[Thereisnothing]

I decided to do it but I'm a coward so the only way I want to do it is with a gun. The problem is that I live in Canada and I'm a refugee claimant and I haven't read the laws but I'm pretty sure I can't get a gun here.

So what do you guys think is the next best method? I'm looking for an instant painless death 100% effective.

Ps: I know this is almost impossible and a little wrong but if you know someone (with a gun) who lives in Montreal and can help me with my problem I'd be thankful.

I would think CBT with a gun would be one the most terrifying methods in my opinion. As for painless and 100% effective, there isn't in my eyes and am still looking and researching myself to find a good, peaceful way. I suppose in theory 'N' would be as what they use in legal Euthanasia clinics and to put animals to sleep, but its hard to get hold of and would think very expensive to buy on the black market, plus alot of dodgy deals go on with this sort of thing, so wouldn't probably recommend it anyway. I been in this predicament a long time trying to find method. Just do as much research as possible. No rash decisions or impulses if you can help it as those often can end up causing life/existence to be more hell than what already is. Lots of info here on site and within everyones posts.

 

[Lorntroubles]

The SI for gun is strong. A lot of people back out and can't bring themselves to do it. Your body, your choice. Personally, too messy and traumatizing for others if you ask me.

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

I wouldnt say coward, I would just say you prefer minimum pain and peaceful, most of us on here want that and I would not say that SS is just a website full of fucking cowards... lololl... But I do understand the self judgement, I am only saying that just because you want painless makes you very normal my dear.

A lot of it depends on you budget, location------- I have research and the most peaceful methods seem to be Nembutal, Exit bag gas, CO----- then SN. Nembutal is expensive and hard to get. Exit bags can be a bit difficult to build and gas hard to soruce, carbon monoxide require that you have access to an enclosed space..... There are options for peaceful and less messy than gun, its up to you, you only die once so take your time to make a perfect plan. We are here for you..... x0x0x0x0

 

[jgm63]

Have you looked into SN ?
It might not be a "perfect" method, but it's a fairly good one, and an accessible one...

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

 

[HadEnough1974]

I decided to do it but I'm a coward so the only way I want to do it is with a gun. The problem is that I live in Canada and I'm a refugee claimant and I haven't read the laws but I'm pretty sure I can't get a gun here.

So what do you guys think is the next best method? I'm looking for an instant painless death 100% effective.

Ps: I know this is almost impossible and a little wrong but if you know someone (with a gun) who lives in Montreal and can help me with my problem I'd be thankful.

Send me a private message.

 

[Stickyfinger]

Send me a private message.

I can't do it, I'm a new member. Let me write some posts. Lol