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- Feb 10, 2019
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My original plan was to use my .357, but things kind of went awry and I ended up selling it. I feel a lot better with a 12 gauge shotgun, but I'm still not totally sure how I'm going to end up positioning it.
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My original plan was to use my .357, but things kind of went awry and I ended up selling it. I feel a lot better with a 12 gauge shotgun, but I'm still not totally sure how I'm going to end up positioning it.
The shockwave was out of my price range, but I am going with 00 shot.Get a 14" barrel, like a Mossberg Shockwave. 12 gauge, 00 shot.
The shotgun is a bit over 3 feet long (39.5 inches). It's the Maverick 88Can you share total size (length)? Short shotgun is also my current method of choice.
Every morning I lay on my floor with my 9 mm pointed at my head but I can't pull the trigger!
Honestly yes when I hold that gun to my head I usually stop crying and have peace for a few minutes then I put it away until the next day hoping one of these days I will pull the trigger.My heart hurts for you, I'm sorry. I am not able to gain access to a firearm -- is there any relief in knowing you could just push a button to leave? Much of my stress comes from the claustrophobia of having no real peaceful and assured option; being stuck. If I had N available or a gun, I feel like there would be a slight weight lifted off of me.
Honestly yes when I hold that gun to my head I usually stop crying and have peace for a few minutes then I put it away until the next day hoping one of these days I will pull the trigger.
I really appreciate all that you've done for this site, TAW122! Just wanted to get that out there. Any way, from the research you've done, is flinching while pulling the trigger or recoil/the gun slipping a major concern?Given that a shotgun is a long gun, it would be difficult to place it to the head (awkward position and more could go wrong doing it that way), therefore, putting the barrel into the mouth is the most logical way to go about it. Also, with the barrel in the mouth, it is better to aim further back and at an low angle (15-30 degrees) towards the brainstem. 00 buckshot is the right way to go and just remember that when the gun goes off, you won't hear it or sense recoil as you would be unconscious (and most likely dead) after the pellets leave the barrel.
The shockwave was out of my price range, but I am going with 00 shot.
The shotgun is a bit over 3 feet long (39.5 inches). It's the Maverick 88
Thanks Efem! Flinching shouldn't be a problem when you don't try to anticipate the gun going off and also when pulling the trigger, don't yank it hard as that would result in a near miss and not hitting the exact spot you are aiming for. Instead, gentle squeeze the trigger until the gun goes off (to practice this, take the shotgun and rack it, but with no actual ammo/round in the gun and then gently squeeze the trigger until you hear a click. This way you would know how much you need to squeeze the trigger until the gun goes off.).I really appreciate all that you've done for this site, TAW122! Just wanted to get that out there. Any way, from the research you've done, is flinching while pulling the trigger or recoil/the gun slipping a major concern?
Also, what do you think is the ideal position? Standing up, sitting in a chair, etc?
Get a 14" barrel, like a Mossberg Shockwave. 12 gauge, 00 shot.
The shockwave was out of my price range, but I am going with 00 shot.
The shotgun is a bit over 3 feet long (39.5 inches). It's the Maverick 88
My heart hurts for you, I'm sorry. I am not able to gain access to a firearm -- is there any relief in knowing you could just push a button to leave? Much of my stress comes from the claustrophobia of having no real peaceful and assured option; being stuck. If I had N available or a gun, I feel like there would be a slight weight lifted off of me.
Given that a shotgun is a long gun, it would be difficult to place it to the head (awkward position and more could go wrong doing it that way), therefore, putting the barrel into the mouth is the most logical way to go about it. Also, with the barrel in the mouth, it is better to aim further back and at an low angle (15-30 degrees) towards the brainstem. 00 buckshot is the right way to go and just remember that when the gun goes off, you won't hear it or sense recoil as you would be unconscious (and most likely dead) after the pellets leave the barrel.