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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
Seriously, why is this method not more popular? On paper it is one of the best methods. Easily accessible and very lethal. A much better method than jumping I would say. Although both are terrifying methods, this method is quicker and you don't have to experience falling. Thoughts?
 
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Black is the soul

New Member
Jul 20, 2018
4
I agree with you, it is a great method. Problem is....it's terrifying to stand waiting for a train with your head on the rails and it can be done only with total desperation, imho.
Would I do it? Yes, but only totally drunk
 
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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
I agree with you, it is a great method. Problem is....it's terrifying to stand waiting for a train with your head on the rails and it can be done only with total desperation, imho.
Would I do it? Yes, but only totally drunk
I think drinking comes without saying. Same goes for jumping. However I would imagine it is much easier to jump off a cliff drunk than to properly place your neck on train tracks.
 
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blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
253
For me personally, I just hate the idea of decapitation :/ It's too gruesome and I wouldn't like my family to see me like that.
 
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CatLove56

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Jun 30, 2018
309
I'm pretty sure it's because 1) trains are hard to come by these days and 2) we feel guilt for even just inconveniencing anyone involved.
 
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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
234
I'm pretty sure it's because 1) trains are hard to come by these days and 2) we feel guilt for even just inconveniencing anyone involved.
are you being serious? Suicide will devastate family and loved ones and sadden friends, yet you are worried about inconveniencing strangers?
 
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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
For me personally, I just hate the idea of decapitation :/ It's too gruesome and I wouldn't like my family to see me like that.
Well this and jumping and the no brain methods. I think decapitation will look nicer than a body that has fallen over 50 meters. Go on death addict website, it might be shocking at first, but you'll start to get used to it.
 
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Black is the soul

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Jul 20, 2018
4
I think drinking comes without saying. Same goes for jumping. However I would imagine it is much easier to jump off a cliff drunk than to properly place your neck on train tracks.
Yes, but for me would be easier to just place my neck on a track waiting for a train to come rather than jump into the void. That's why
I think drinking comes without saying. Same goes for jumping. However I would imagine it is much easier to jump off a cliff drunk than to properly place your neck on train tracks.
I agree with you, mate. The only difference might be that with the train decapitation method you have a trigger...the train itself arriving....with the jumping method otherwise you're left all alone
 
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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
Yes, but for me would be easier to just place my neck on a track waiting for a train to come rather than jump into the void. That's why

I agree with you, mate. The only difference might be that with the train decapitation method you have a trigger...the train itself arriving....with the jumping method otherwise you're left all alone
What I meant was that if you're really drunk you might have trouble placing your neck on the track properly. As for jumping you can just sit on the edge and drink till you pass out and fall.
 
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IG959

Arcanist
Aug 14, 2018
430
I do think it's a good idea but the risk of getting caught I think is the reason I'm put off. The amount of times I've been on the train and it's been delayed because someone's on the track etc. You'd have to time it perfectly
 
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CJM

Experienced
Jul 13, 2018
246
Because no train driver should have to have that on his/her mind.
Its ok if you want to go, but at least try and minimize the harm to those who dont need to see that shit.
 
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406blue

Specialist
Sep 7, 2018
379
About 5 years ago i attended the funeral of someone who jumped in front of a train. I heard that the driver of the train had been completely traumatised, unsurprisingly. I believe it happened in broad daylight. Cbt is going to traumatise people whatever happens and the individual is responsible for trying to minimise this impact if their mentality makes it possible. Making something look like an accident is tempting from this point of view but more risky. There's the traditional camping accident with a bbq but to make this look like an accident is extremely risky if you really want to not fuck up.

The best compromise i can currently come up with is to go trekking somewhere very cold and high on a conventional 'holiday', to a place where you can perhaps access critical drugs more easily than here, ideally morphine ie the himalayas or argentina.. Freeze to death up there and or die from high altitude sickness at 5000 metres while making it as comfortable as possible. Make sure your drugs are repackaged into things that won't be found and indicate suicide, like a trekking water bottle. The shit is going to hit the fan whatever happens for dealing with the death for family, but at least they might not have the long term repercussions of suicide, rather that you died doing something you loved..perhaps. An autopsy may well find high levels of drugs in your body but it depends maybe on how long it is before you are discovered. There are no easy answers to this if you wants to try to protect yourself from the pain of life and others from the pain of your death.

I've gone off topic a little, apols just stream of thought. This ought to be in the thread about 'making it look like an accident'.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
548
I don't think you'd be decapitated by most trains. Most trains have a "cow catcher" or some sort of barrier that protects the wheel from debris. You'd probably have to stick your head in the space after the first wheel for a 'clean' decapitation. A freight train would be the best as it has lots of space between the wheels and it's very heavy.
 
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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
234
What's up with people worrying about the passengers and the driver? Don't you realize you're fucking up your family when you commit suicide? Wow, you choose to have sympathy for total strangers rather than people you spent your whole life with. You are just like these people that go to McDonalds every other day, yet vow for animal rights.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
What's up with people worrying about the passengers and the driver? Don't you realize you're fucking up your family when you commit suicide? Wow, you choose to have sympathy for total strangers rather than people you spent your whole life with. You are just like these people that go to McDonalds every other day, yet vow for animal rights.
Plenty of trains around where we are
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
My choice is jumping though
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I thought about this as well and considering the fact that so far I've been unable to jump I'll seriously look into it. Trains might be slow here but it'll still do the trick if the wheels hit my neck.
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
I would like to be in one piece when i die
 
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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
I thought about this as well and considering the fact that so far I've been unable to jump I'll seriously look into it. Trains might be slow here but it'll still do the trick if the wheels hit my neck.
Yeah jumping is fucking scary man. Needs you to be impulsive. I would say train is equally as scary or at least very close. You can hear the train coming from the vibrations of the tracks. Imagine that feeling on your neck. Damn.
 
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mattwitt

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Jun 28, 2018
2,307
It's very popular in 3rd world countries like India
 
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CJM

Experienced
Jul 13, 2018
246
What's up with people worrying about the passengers and the driver? Don't you realize you're fucking up your family when you commit suicide? Wow, you choose to have sympathy for total strangers rather than people you spent your whole life with. You are just like these people that go to McDonalds every other day, yet vow for animal rights.
What are you on about? Who's saying family won't be affected, who is choosing?
There is no sympathy choice here. Your immediate family will always be hurt, so why drag other people to witness your hopeless failings at life.

You go ahead with your great train plan.
Try not to trip on the rail line.:pfff:
 
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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
What are you on about? Who's saying family won't be affected, who is choosing?
There is no sympathy choice here. Your immediate family will always be hurt, so why drag other people to witness your hopeless failings at life.

You go ahead with your great train plan.
Try not to trip on the rail line.:pfff:
If you don't care about yourself why would you care about others. Are you some sort of bitch?
 
CatLove56

CatLove56

Specialist
Jun 30, 2018
309
are you being serious? Suicide will devastate family and loved ones and sadden friends, yet you are worried about inconveniencing strangers?

Why the fuck are you here?
 
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CatLove56

Specialist
Jun 30, 2018
309
What's up with people worrying about the passengers and the driver? Don't you realize you're fucking up your family when you commit suicide? Wow, you choose to have sympathy for total strangers rather than people you spent your whole life with. You are just like these people that go to McDonalds every other day, yet vow for animal rights.

So normies are allowed to join now?
 
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planktoplank

Member
Sep 20, 2018
12
I think we have enough methods available to us that leaping in front of a train isn't fair to the people responsible for that train.

Very old friend experienced a suicide while he was on the clock. He was given time off to recover but he never went back to work. His family suffered due to him falling into drinking. Wife left him and he is kind of just a miserable wreck. If I were him I would ctb though.

You only need to end your own life. Don't end someone else's life.

I am all for ctb but I can't ever get on the fuck my family fuck the world complex. We are all hurting here and we will likely hurt enough people when we go. We accepted those terms. But its messy when we have the knowledge for a lower impact. I would like to think someday suicide is an easy option everywhere and we are all pioneers in this. Pave a way for someone like us in the future.
 
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Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,410
I don't know about any of you but the points when I've been closest to ctb have not been meticulously planned, timed, strategically organised but have been during a fit of significantly heightened anxiety and desperation, a real sense of panic, terror and urgency takes hold and as a result these attempts come to nought with a method that requires even the tiniest degree of coolness. In this condition l can well understand people throwing themselves in front of the nearest train without considering the driver, rather than faff about with rope or assemble an exit bag which will fail them and cause further distress.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
548
Put your neck on the tracks between the gap of a tank car. This looks like a perfect decapitation. The problem with a regular train is that there isn't a gap this big and it'll probably be going much faster. Remember that the front of the train will have a wheel guard, to prevent derailing. You want to put your neck on the tracks when there's a space between the wheels.
 
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bunny

保管
Oct 3, 2018
365
i can access the railroads near home. there is an opening. when i passed by it, my mind lingered. i can just stand there and await my death. i felt immense joy knowing death is near.
 
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