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litekiller11
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- May 31, 2024
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After a long time of thinking and overthinking, I've concluded that the railway decapitation method. I'm not bad. I didn't just want to die. I can't handle it. Every day is a scope for me and the more I live, the more sadness the more disappointed I am in myself. I've really tried to search for SN and buy it, but it's impossible in my country to acquire it. If I get my hands on SN or Pottasium Cyanide andMethadone, I am definitely willing to change the method. I may check the partial hanging method, but I already failed the normal hanging one long time ago, and I've heard its pain in the ass and it willn't need some training and I really can't be alone to do so. Today, instead of going to the university exams, I didn't open a book for them (failure). I went to the train station to see how I was going to do it.
-The main issue for me and what I am afraid of is that metal piece that covers the train wheels,
I am afraid that it will touch my head and not cut my neck. It would probably result in some brain damage or a painful death. I may be imagining it, but I still think it's not that tall, and I can fit my head below it, but it's also not guaranteed.
same goes for this one , this one is less taller than the first one , but what got me thinking that if i can hit my head with the metal thing and the train will be going high speed , i can die instantly and painless since the damage my head will take is very big
Ive already found the area i am doing it in , its unhabited empty of any human existence and noiseless
i am open for suggestions regarding this method , thx for reading
-The main issue for me and what I am afraid of is that metal piece that covers the train wheels,
![Oncf 4 5 million passengers used moroccan trains in july 800x533 Oncf 4 5 million passengers used moroccan trains in july 800x533](https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2024/07/thumb/205082_oncf-4-5-million-passengers-used-moroccan-trains-in-july-800x533.jpg)
I am afraid that it will touch my head and not cut my neck. It would probably result in some brain damage or a painful death. I may be imagining it, but I still think it's not that tall, and I can fit my head below it, but it's also not guaranteed.
same goes for this one , this one is less taller than the first one , but what got me thinking that if i can hit my head with the metal thing and the train will be going high speed , i can die instantly and painless since the damage my head will take is very big
![ONCF 1 e1571221302832 ONCF 1 e1571221302832](https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2024/07/thumb/205085_ONCF-1-e1571221302832.jpeg)
Ive already found the area i am doing it in , its unhabited empty of any human existence and noiseless
i am open for suggestions regarding this method , thx for reading