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qwert3948

qwert3948

Student
Apr 24, 2023
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I think the time i recently realized i don't really want to die is when i realized, when wiping my computer, all my art would be gone.

I don't like sharing my art. I never show it to anyone, post on social media, and rarely show it to friends. the art i've made and truly love has never been seen by anyone but me.

i dont care about being famous or having a legacy or anything like that. i just don't want to delete it. i can't do it.

i have to. many of them are gorey and sexual and about myself, and i obviously dont want my mom to see my computer when i die and find gay porn art and a drawing of my mutilated dead body.

I want to continue drawing. But i want to die. I need to.

I kind of wanted to just leave my user there and not delete anything, but i know it's risky..
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
Mar 31, 2025
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You could simply lock them. I bet theres some sort of software (local) to save and lock pictures.
But if your mom is a Russian Hacker I would burn down my whole drive instead lol.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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put it on a hard drive and delete the files on your computer. that way you can store it somewhere and still get rid of your drawings on your computer.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
408
I think the time i recently realized i don't really want to die is when i realized, when wiping my computer, all my art would be gone.

I don't like sharing my art. I never show it to anyone, post on social media, and rarely show it to friends. the art i've made and truly love has never been seen by anyone but me.

i dont care about being famous or having a legacy or anything like that. i just don't want to delete it. i can't do it.

i have to. many of them are gorey and sexual and about myself, and i obviously dont want my mom to see my computer when i die and find gay porn art and a drawing of my mutilated dead body.

I want to continue drawing. But i want to die. I need to.

I kind of wanted to just leave my user there and not delete anything, but i know it's risky..
Risky why exactly?
 

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