Please, please, PLEASE don't let anything come between me and my ctb. I am openly begging the universe for this. Don't let anything happen to interfere, don't let me chicken out, don't let my SI kick in, just please let me go and find my peace. If you do, I will be dead by the end of next month, I wish it was sooner, I wish it was now, but I want to stick to my plan and make this succeed. Please universe, don't fuck me over, let it be easy to pull the trigger, let it be instant, let me end my pain.
Goddamn universe! It loves toying with us!
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,660
If only we could press a button to ctb :( I hope you find an end to your suffering.
Thank you, if only it was that easy indeed. I need an end to my suffering, I have a locked in no going back attitude now, so hopefully the universe cooperates and nothing interferes and I can follow through and ctb
MrBigSad
Experienced
- Sep 30, 2020
- 219
Well at least you're asking something that you know exists rather than that great big bearded prick in the sky. Wishing you safe travels :)
Very true! Thank you, here's hoping I can stay on track and follow through.
MrBigSad
Experienced
- Sep 30, 2020
- 219
Absolutely, and for you as well. And really to all of us here, I really just wish all of us peace and I know ctb is my only way to it.
Yes it does friend, yes it does.
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MrBigSad
Experienced
- Sep 30, 2020
- 219
To a y one that it going threw the abyss there is light at the end of the tunnel just please please talk to the ones you hold dear because this is the only shot at life you get I have been dead and reusitated even tho I never asked to get reausitated but tbh I'm grateful please help each other xx
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- Apr 14, 2021
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