Help Dealing with not being caught with ordering online

[braintorture]

Hey I need to order methadone or SN from the dark web to ctb

unfortunately I don't live alone.

I don't want the people I live with to find out.

They have the key to the mailbox that I don't have and I don't have anyone around to receive for me.

They're nice and they're hosting me because I'm homeless but they're a bit too noisy and look too much into my stuff - including the mails with my name on it

the post says to specifically put a real address and not a P.O. Box so I'm wondering how to properly receive or should I switch method? I plan on overdosing with no opioid tolerance
(200mg minimum) or use SN — and both need an address for delivery anyway.

Does anyone have a proper solution?

I don't want to be spending 200+ bucks on something that's going to be seized or taken away from me.

I did think about lying - getting a way to get the mailbox keys, asking when do the mails arrive but I'm not fully sure.

Thanks

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Don't waste your time trying the OD route.

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[LastNite]

They usually dont refund or ship to P.O boxes. You could look for one that doesnt care but theyll likely deny P.O box reship/refunds if it gets seized. Order domestic if you plan to do so much safer.

Also I really wouldnt order to a house that youre not willing to ruin. Raids dont often happen for ordering drugs but they can and they have the full right to raid you if they knew you ordered. I dont really know any solution other than a P.O box or a friend that you know who could grab the package for you.

 

[braintorture]

Don't waste your time trying the OD route.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

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I saw these resources but I still wonder about methadone since that one seems seriously efficient and deadly. Do you have any resources about that?

They usually dont refund or ship to P.O boxes. You could look for one that doesnt care but theyll likely deny P.O box reship/refunds if it gets seized. Order domestic if you plan to do so much safer.

Also I really wouldnt order to a house that youre not willing to ruin. Raids dont often happen for ordering drugs but they can and they have the full right to raid you if they knew you ordered. I dont really know any solution other than a P.O box or a friend that you know who could grab the package for you.

I think I could probably get my way around getting a friend but that would require me to travel across the country since I live in the middle of nowhere now and praying them don't snoop into my stuff.
I don't think this will deserve a raid - I've had people close to me order off that market ️ (if you know you know)
And they usually received the packages without problems.

Thank you for your insight!

 

[LastNite]

Don't waste your time trying the OD route.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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I see you posting this a lot and I really dont fully agree with it sorry. The posts dont necessarily mention deadly opioids. Opioid method can work if done right and alone.
You wont suddenly wake up after injecting a lethal dose of Fentanyl or some Nitazene in your system. As far as I know the only risk is natural tolerance & getting narcan'd.

Injecting bypasses the gut giving you a 100% of the drug no risks of vomiting because it's in your blood and brain not in your gut.
I dont really see what else can make it fail. Idk if Im oblivious or what.

 

[braintorture]

Yes, also this dude died from a methadone OD:

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/132747/russian-guy-commits-suicide-by-drug

 

[braintorture]

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