Baffelingbofos
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- Sep 14, 2020
- 14
Ever since I was maybe 12 years old, I've been wishing I get cancer or some other deadly disease. I can't help but think how convenient it would be to get some sort of deadly condition (naturally) and just not going to the doctors or anything until its too late, then die. My folks wouldn't be as devastated either, because I would think if I off myself, they are going to blame themselves a lot more than if I die of natural causes.
Anyway, it would be nice if life would just roundhouse kick me to the ground with some certain death disease or something so I don't have to pull the trigger myself, so to speak :/
Anyone else had thoughts like this?
Anyway, it would be nice if life would just roundhouse kick me to the ground with some certain death disease or something so I don't have to pull the trigger myself, so to speak :/
Anyone else had thoughts like this?