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xeno112007

xeno112007

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Jul 18, 2025
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Is there a way to get a deadly disease like aids or something? I wish letting my parents know I will die will let me spend my last days without burdens like college and stuff
 
monetpompo

monetpompo

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Apr 21, 2025
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Is there a way to get a deadly disease like aids or something?
no lol. even if there is a way to get a disease you're better off trying to ctb normally. you die slowly with a disease usually
 
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xeno112007

Void heart
Jul 18, 2025
109
no lol. even if there is a way to get a disease you're better off trying to ctb normally. you die slowly with a disease usually
From my childhood I suffered heavily from illness that I thought I would die soon. I even tried to become a scientist and create organ printing so I may live long but Now prefer disease
 
ummagumma

ummagumma

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Jan 11, 2024
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well you can find someone with aids and have sex with them or inject their blood. but why bother? orthodox methods of cbting are less painful and much faster
 
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xeno112007

xeno112007

Void heart
Jul 18, 2025
109
well you can find someone with aids and have sex with them or inject their blood. but why bother? orthodox methods of cbting are less painful and much faster
Well I failed my exams so if I got aids they may forgive me?
 
monetpompo

monetpompo

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if I got aids they may forgive me?
not really? they'd feel bad that you got an illness but your grades wouldn't better. they would just want you to be better in school instead
 
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xeno112007

xeno112007

Void heart
Jul 18, 2025
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not really? they'd feel bad that you got an illness but your grades wouldn't better. they would just want you to be better in school instead
I meant aids as example like lets say I got stage four cancer. Since I am going to die anyway they would just wouldnt mind the grades. I actually left the papers blank because I felt its pointless. I think if my parents knew I would face a hard time. But also I dont care anyway I wont feel hurted I guess
 
monetpompo

monetpompo

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Apr 21, 2025
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aids is the only disease that's reasonably easy to get. it's usually very hard to get any sort of terminal illness. i don't think you should try to get an illness just so your parents feel bad for you, even if they would in a hypothetical situation. i don't think that you should see an illness as a way to avoid your parents getting upset with you about your college grades, because it doesn't work like that. it's disrespectful to people with cancer or terminal illnesses. you can just avoid telling them about your grades if you're worried about it.
 
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Jul 18, 2025
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aids is the only disease that's reasonably easy to get. it's usually very hard to get any sort of terminal illness. i don't think you should try to get an illness just so your parents feel bad for you, even if they would in a hypothetical situation. i don't think that you should see an illness as a way to avoid your parents getting upset with you about your college grades, because it doesn't work like that. it's disrespectful to people with cancer or terminal illnesses. you can just avoid telling them about your grades if you're worried about it.
I am sorry I didnt mean to disrespect people with terminal illness I am really sorry. Its just hard to do things when there is no point.Also I am just tired of everything. I am really sorry.
 
indianachrome

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Nov 1, 2025
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large percentage (most) of those carrying HIV are "Non Detectable" due to new medicines so you couldn't even get it from them if you tried
 
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