Beautiful Angel
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- Jul 2, 2020
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How can I sleep 20 hours straight I do this and I wake up and I just want to go back to sleep I'm so depressed
When I'm not at my shitty work which makes me really wanna die, I sleep whenever I get home. The cycle repeats.How can I sleep 20 hours straight I do this and I wake up and I just want to go back to sleep I'm so depressed
Me too. I absolutely hate waking upI hate that a lot. I sleep for hours, then when I do wake up I manage to do very little and then quickly want to go rest again. It's not like I'm tired, but I just don't have the motivation to move around or do anything.
I've always felt like I've never belonged and nobody understands my depression everything in my life has been straight turmoil And I've never mattered to anybodyIt gets to a point where I've slept for so long in a day it feels like I've come out of cryostasis when I wake up. I have no energy to get out of bed so I just lay there till I inevitably fall back to sleep.
What makes you feel like you're destined for suicide?
ExactlyI hate that a lot. I sleep for hours, then when I do wake up I manage to do very little and then quickly want to go rest again. It's not like I'm tired, but I just don't have the motivation to move around or do anything.
I 100% relate to that, I feel like I'm invisible most of the time. Everyone just downplays people's emotions because they don't want to accept that somethings wrong. Since then they would have to put effort into caring about someone other than themselves.I've always felt like I've never belonged and nobody understands my depression everything in my life has been straight turmoil And I've never mattered to anybody