Day of ctb

[Bobert_Beniro]

Have you ever wondered when the day will come when you still decide to leave? I think people leave when they don't have the strength to endure emotional or physical pain anymore, or they simply don't see the point in living another day.

 

[nightshade00]

I've wondered about that. I don't know if it's something I'll plan in advance, or if one day I'll just be ready all of the sudden.

 

[thisiswhoiam-]

its already been that day

 

[FuneralCry]

For now I very unfortunately feel trapped here and have no plans to leave in the near future but whether I find a way to cease existing myself or not, this existence will have to end someday. Existing is impermanent after all and only leads to the eternity of nothingness. And for such a long time I've been fully aware that existing here is truly worthless, futile, and is only an unnecessary disadvantage but it's not exactly easy to just leave. Suicide could never be as straightforward as just deciding to leave in this anti-choice society where we are denied the option to just peacefully pass away.

 

[OceanBlue]

I'm terrified of non-existence. I'd never give up my consciousness, but it's inevitable and the flesh body is just an inconvenience to deal with.