overwhelming
Member
- Jul 6, 2020
- 22
i have tried everything. i am good at nothing. i have PERSISTENTLY tried everything. this isn't a determination issue. i cant draw. i cant paint. i cant play video games. i cant write. i cant get through a book. i can't play an instrument. everyone around me is fucking astounding at something. even my closest friend instantly becomes amazing at anything he touches. i ask him how and he says he has no idea. why can't i be that way? why in all my years of living have i been unable to develop a hobby? this is eating away at me and is probably the main reason i'll ctb. i am nobody without any interests.
