Cutting yourself

[Margarethe666#!/&]

I haven't cut myself in a long time. Today when I tried to sleep I reminded myself of things I can't forgive myself from the past. I thought it would be appropriate to punish myself and leave a scar as a reminder. So I took a razor blade from by favourite book, where I hide it and started to cut, cut, cut. Until I felt at peace again

 

[Defenestration]

I have done this in the past.

 

[Margarethe666#!/&]

That was me last night :< my entire arm is covered with them from the past few days. I feel so guilty for it but it also brings me peace. Especially because I feel like I've fucked up so much lately and deserve it. I'm so sorry you felt that way, it's can be really painful to look at past mistakes

Don't be sorry hun. I feel so peaceful now after doing it. One of the scars is bigger than the others. It will be a lovely little reminder I don't feel guilty for doing it. I need to punish myself so I did. Take care