Please share whatever you know. So far, all I've done is I clean it daily by irrigating it with saline water, then I put an antibiotic ointment on it, then cover it with a sterile dressing and I change that dressing once a day. So I'm not entirely sure if that's good enough. What has been your routine? Cutting down to the muscle must SUCK for healing I imagine. Dealing with the fat already is going to take weeks to heal enough, i'm sorry you've been in so much pain to get that far
Most don't go past the epidermis, really? That...really just makes me feel more fucked up to know I'm going so deep :(
Also validating in a way to feel that im fucked up enough to go that deep, but damn, I really am not healthy mentally lmao
Congrats on a month! That's a great accomplishment. And I feel the same. I still have 5 year old scars that turn purple under certain temperatures, it can be embarrassing especially during the summer as a man who self harms. I hope you continue to fight the urges and keep clean. It's really not worth the struggles that come with self harm