wasteofspace
New Member
- Apr 10, 2018
- 4
Hello everyone.
It seems that I will be forced stay for a while longer :(
I wanted to CTB in a forest nearby, but getting SN in my country is impossible.
Another problem disrupting my plans is fear. Fear of dying. I don't fear what may or may not come after, but I do fear the process of death. I am mostly afraid of possibly hallucinating as I pass into the void.
Sorry if this is a bad post, I am just feeling so lost. Also sorry if I made any spelling mistakes or etc. in my post, I am not a native english speaker.
It seems that I will be forced stay for a while longer :(
I wanted to CTB in a forest nearby, but getting SN in my country is impossible.
Another problem disrupting my plans is fear. Fear of dying. I don't fear what may or may not come after, but I do fear the process of death. I am mostly afraid of possibly hallucinating as I pass into the void.
Sorry if this is a bad post, I am just feeling so lost. Also sorry if I made any spelling mistakes or etc. in my post, I am not a native english speaker.