In my sad fantasies.... I would take a bottle of lovely opiates and have a nice drink of some clean and perfect vodka- then I would happily pass from this miserable place in peace and without pain or worries. Maybe I could rig something to set the house on fire about an hour after- then I could go back to the universe with my pretty stuff and try again later when I have had time to rest ....
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.... but that's why they call them fantasy.... because something much worse will be the actual end and there won't be peace or happiness. There won't be a rest.... just desperation and pain....
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I am fascinated by jumping. I think the rush before the jump and while falling is an exciting feeling I would like to experience before the lights are switched off. The only problem I have with jumping is the deformed body I will leave behind. My death will be painful enough for my family.
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I'm interested in SN/N, partial hanging and Fentanyl. But I'm also interested in jumping. I think that jumping may not the best method but it's easy(?) because you need no preparation (except of choosing place and time) and often I am CTBing by jumping in my dreams...
I'm interested in partial hanging, because that is the most accessible method for me. If I had access to a firearm, I'd probably be more interested in that.
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