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Tricondyla ledouxi

Tricondyla ledouxi

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Jan 2, 2023
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Curious about some things. 1. Why did D stop selling N? 2. Have there been any reported failures with either receiving or ctb'ing with N from D. 3. When is the next copy of PPH coming out and do you reckon it will have a new email for N?
 
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LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
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I believe his supply dried up. There seems to be a shortage of pentobarbital for legitimate veterinary purposes. There have been failures I believe with receiving it. It is after all an illegal drug. I'm not aware of any failures with using it, barring intervention. The latest PPH is stickied up top and it doesn't contain any new email for D. I don't think that'll be a thing for some time.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
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Who knows. Several orders were not coming in, maybe decided to go out of business.
 
WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
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1. No one really knows. Probably like lavieenrose said, supply dried up.

2. No failures as far as I know. I think someone once said they vomited the N up and lived, but if you take it correctly, you die.

3. No idea, I'd be surprised if there was a new D email. I think someone else might start selling, eventually.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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No one really knows why. He may have gotten busted for all anyone knows. Apparently, many shipments were getting confiscated, anyway. I think there have been some failures with it, usually because the subject vomits it up quickly before absorbing enough of it into their system. There are going to be failures with just about any method, maybe except for blasting the back of your head off with a shotgun blast through your mouth.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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There have been N sales aince then. An address has bewn published in essentials a few times but they stoppwd sending to america for the timw being because of shipping issues and subsequent wellness visits. I think it was discussed over on exit forums, some of it by PN himself and we unfortunately get our info second hand.

I'm not sure if the person at the other end of that email address was D or another entity but it seems supply hasn't completely dried up. There is still activity and it's probably not over just yet.
BTW the pph/ppeh is now known as Essentials. We have a copy here on the forum which was kindly added recently however it doesn't contain thw email for the supplier. That seems to come and go quite quickly and nobody seems to have properly verified it. Hard to know what to make of it all.
 
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Tricondyla ledouxi

Tricondyla ledouxi

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Jan 2, 2023
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Really? Do you know the email address, if so can you pm me pls. Also, do you know if it's legit? I'd assume it's just another scam, or highly unreliable, otherwise more people on this sub would be talking about it.
There have been N sales aince then. An address has bewn published in essentials a few times but they stoppwd sending to america for the timw being because of shipping issues and subsequent wellness visits. I think it was discussed over on exit forums, some of it by PN himself and we unfortunately get our info second hand.

I'm not sure if the person at the other end of that email address was D or another entity but it seems supply hasn't completely dried up. There is still activity and it's probably not over just yet.
BTW the pph/ppeh is now known as Essentials. We have a copy here on the forum which was kindly added recently however it doesn't contain thw email for the supplier. That seems to come and go quite quickly and nobody seems to have properly verified it. Hard to know what to make of it all.
Really? Do you know the email address, if so can you pm me pls. Also, do you know if it's legit? I'd assume it's just another scam, or highly unreliable, otherwise more people on this sub would be talking about it.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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There have been N sales aince then. An address has bewn published in essentials a few times but they stoppwd sending to america for the timw being because of shipping issues and subsequent wellness visits. I think it was discussed over on exit forums, some of it by PN himself and we unfortunately get our info second hand.

I'm not sure if the person at the other end of that email address was D or another entity but it seems supply hasn't completely dried up. There is still activity and it's probably not over just yet.
BTW the pph/ppeh is now known as Essentials. We have a copy here on the forum which was kindly added recently however it doesn't contain thw email for the supplier. That seems to come and go quite quickly and nobody seems to have properly verified it. Hard to know what to make of it all.
So, if someone contacted this person and told them they were from the US, they would decline the order?
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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So, if someone contacted this person and told them they were from the US, they would decline the order?
Yes. I think they explained it outright before taking orders as they had been having problems sending there. There'd been further interceptions and subsequent wellness visits wo I guess they just decided to quit selling to US foe the time being while they looked for a way round it. That was the impression I got.
 
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oneeyed

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Oct 11, 2022
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I wonder if they have the same issues shipping to Canada
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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It should be in the PPH Essentials that is available for download that Rain posted.

pph-essentials-2022
It's not I'm afraid. Someone mentioned it in the thread I think. Or another one on the same subject. The address came and went a little while back. We get our info with added lag. I think the email address in question may even be dead now. They probably get shut down fast by whichever agency puts in the request first. It's not like they don't know where to look for it now.
 
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Tricondyla ledouxi

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Jan 2, 2023
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It's not I'm afraid. Someone mentioned it in the thread I think. Or another one on the same subject. The address came and went a little while back. We get our info with added lag. I think the email address in question may even be dead now. They probably get shut down fast by whichever agency puts in the request first. It's not like they don't know where to look for it now.
How come N sources get shut down so much faster than SN sources? Are people just less careful with N sources? I don't get it :(
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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How come N sources get shut down so much faster than SN sources? Are people just less careful with N sources? I don't get it :(
I think it's probably just easier to get an email address shut down. Also there's no grey area. N is illegal. SN isn't.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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It's not I'm afraid. Someone mentioned it in the thread I think. Or another one on the same subject. The address came and went a little while back. We get our info with added lag. I think the email address in question may even be dead now. They probably get shut down fast by whichever agency puts in the request first. It's not like they don't know where to look for it now.
Ahhhhhhhhh............well that really sucks.
 
Tricondyla ledouxi

Tricondyla ledouxi

Student
Jan 2, 2023
132
I think it's probably just easier to get an email address shut down. Also there's no grey area. N is illegal. SN isn't.
So why don't N start doing websites ? I get it's illegal but couldn't they just sell N and put it under a different "drug name" idk
 
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WOODESITY

WOODESITY

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Mar 15, 2019
217
Back here
How Can a person not stop hating his life so much that reality turns into some twisted game of nothingness
How Can a person not stop hating his life so much that reality turns into some twisted game of nothingness
Here i think i messed things up again
 
Talvikki

Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
843
There have been N sales aince then. An address has bewn published in essentials a few times but they stoppwd sending to america for the timw being because of shipping issues and subsequent wellness visits. I think it was discussed over on exit forums, some of it by PN himself and we unfortunately get our info second hand.

I'm not sure if the person at the other end of that email address was D or another entity but it seems supply hasn't completely dried up. There is still activity and it's probably not over just yet.
BTW the pph/ppeh is now known as Essentials. We have a copy here on the forum which was kindly added recently however it doesn't contain thw email for the supplier. That seems to come and go quite quickly and nobody seems to have properly verified it. Hard to know what to
There is a valid email address in the latest Essentials January 2023 update. This has not changed since November. There are still problems with wellness checks.
 
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jk9761

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Jul 25, 2022
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1. No one really knows. Probably like lavieenrose said, supply dried up.

2. No failures as far as I know. I think someone once said they vomited the N up and lived, but if you take it correctly, you die.

3. No idea, I'd be surprised if there was a new D email. I think someone else might start selling, eventually.
How can you keep from vomiting the n . It's supposed to taste like straight chemical
 
Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
It should be in the PPH Essentials that is available for download that Rain posted.

pph-essentials-2022

Many Thanks for this link— but it just takes me to SS login — tho already logged in ?

I don't see an updated sticky either?

Please anyone — advise how to access this?

Much appreciated 🙏
There is a valid email address in the latest Essentials January 2023 update. This has not changed since November. There are still problems with wellness checks.

Many thanks for this info 🙏

Please anyone— advise if delivery issues/ wellness checks— for UK 🇬🇧?
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Many Thanks for this link— but it just takes me to SS login — tho already logged in ?

I don't see an updated sticky either?

Please anyone — advise how to access this?

Much appreciated 🙏
As far as what should happen when you click on the link itself is that a download dialog box should popup where you would click "OK" and your download of it should start. That's usually how it works.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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Many Thanks for this link— but it just takes me to SS login — tho already logged in ?

I don't see an updated sticky either?

Please anyone — advise how to access this?

Much appreciated 🙏


Many thanks for this info 🙏

Please anyone— advise if delivery issues/ wellness checks— for UK 🇬🇧?
I'm not sure why the link isn't working for you. It worked for me. Are you logged in on the .org site/domain or the mirror site perhaps? Try this link and scroll down to the ppeh essentials topic/post.


If that doesn't work just navigate to "suicide discussion" from the front page and you'll find "PPH Essentials" listed on the subsequent page. The email address isn't in there though, I don't think, if that's your main reason for looking for the publication. If you're 50+ you can get access via Exit's website. I guessing that's not the case but thought I'd mention it anyway.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

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Sep 27, 2022
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Try this link and scroll down to the ppeh essentials topic/post.


The address isn't in there though, if that's your main reason for looking for the publication. If you're 50+ you can get access via Exit's website. I guessing that's not the case but thought I'd mention it anyway.
As far as what should happen when you click on the link itself is that a download dialog box should popup where you would click "OK" and your download of it should start. That's usually how it works.

Many thanks to you both 🙏

But the link just keeps taking me to login page ?

Anyone else report this glitch ?



PS: Yes I am 50+
I did try to join Exit — but hesitated due to some SS posts here a few months ago — about fees/ issues etc—
sorry I can't recall / locate details atm ?



Much appreciated for your time
 
YuckyDucky

YuckyDucky

Member
Dec 10, 2021
39
How can you keep from vomiting the n . It's supposed to taste like straight chemical
Most people take an antiemetic shortly beforehand which makes vomiting much less likely. Some people also like to eat a small piece of candy immediately after drinking the N to get the bad taste out of their mouth.
 
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eremito

Student
Sep 18, 2019
119
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Many thanks to you both 🙏

But the link just keeps taking me to login page ?

Anyone else report this glitch ?



PS: Yes I am 50+
I did try to join Exit — but hesitated due to some SS posts here a few months ago — about fees/ issues etc—
sorry I can't recall /
 
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lebrodude

Mage
Jul 18, 2022
533
N is like the holy grail of ctb.

No one really knows what's happened to D. Being in the drug business in Mexico is bound to be dangerous, perhaps he's been busted or worse.

Or he just has none left to sell thanks to the shortage.

We just have to be hopeful that he re-emerges or another takes his place.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Many Thanks for this link— but it just takes me to SS login — tho already logged in ?

I don't see an updated sticky either?

Please anyone — advise how to access this?

Much appreciated 🙏
When I click on the link, a page in my web browser (Firefox) opens up and loads the download, which is a PDF document. Do you have a PDF viewer in your browser or one enabled? Foxit is a good FREE PDF viewer for Firefox.
 
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