Paulsmith

Paulsmith

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Aug 8, 2018
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Well this is it. After a few failed attempts to ctb I've decided to ctb by jumping beachy head cliffs this morning. My original date was xmas day but over the past 3 or 4 days I've decided I can't wait that long.

Thank you to everyone who I have talked to and wish you all peace in the near future weather you go and ctb or live a full life.

Peace to you all and goodbye xxxx
 
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Amira

Amira

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Nov 15, 2018
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I'm sorry it has come to this. I wish you everlasting peace. However , I was just wondering do you have plan not to get caught? I know there are lots of patrols there and taxi drivers who are on the look out for potential jumpers.
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

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Aug 8, 2018
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Walking there and possibly just jump. But that's easier said then done
 
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Amira

Amira

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Nov 15, 2018
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Walking there and possibly just jump. But that's easier said then done
Yes in our heads it seems really easy and logical. But when the day comes its much harder to pull through with it.
 
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Sinbad

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Nov 27, 2018
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Best of Luck to you Paulsmith! May the next world treat you better.
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

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Aug 8, 2018
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Yes in our heads it seems really easy and logical. But when the day comes its much harder to pull through with it.
Yes. I'm at beachy head cliffs and thankfully no one is here. Well it's early morning kind of
 
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TAW122

TAW122

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Aug 30, 2018
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Good luck and godspeed! I hope you are able to succeed!
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

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2 things are essential for a blessed and successful jump.
1. Don't hesitate, jump immediately, don't look down or over think the current situation.
2. Having a positive mindset while falling (enjoy the last seconds.. the wind.. the rush)
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

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Aug 8, 2018
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2 things are essential for a blessed and successful jump.
1. Don't hesitate, jump immediately, do not look down or over think about your situation.
2. Having a positive mindset while falling (enjoy the last seconds.. the wind.. the rush)

That's what I'll be doing in a sec.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

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Good luck, peaceful exit
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

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Aug 8, 2018
188
Right really am going now good bye
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

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Farewell
 
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furax53

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Nov 13, 2018
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I hope you'll rest in peace goodbye
 
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15dec

15dec

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Dec 7, 2018
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I hope you find peace, sending you hugs
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

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Sep 12, 2018
323
Thank you for blessing us with your company here. May you find peace <3
 
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Sanguinius

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Aug 9, 2018
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May you rest in peace. I'm happy I could have met you...

You will be missed in the chat...
 
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Amira

Amira

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Nov 15, 2018
180
RIP xxx
 
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MsM3talGamer

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Nov 28, 2018
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I hope you found the peace that we all crave.
 
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sadsoul

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Sep 9, 2018
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Rest in peace.
 
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GhostedToast

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Sep 25, 2018
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I hope you managed to find peace.
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

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Nov 4, 2018
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Hope you find the peace and release from pain
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
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good luck
 
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Geesuicide

Geesuicide

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Oct 16, 2018
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Sorry for seeing this post so late. Hope you made it and be free now. I'll follow suit in a few hours.
Hugs
Gee
 
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Deleted member 1628

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Aug 8, 2018
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RIP Friend
 
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Ln42

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Jun 13, 2018
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I am so sorry I have only just seen this. I will miss our chats and I will miss you.
I will never forget xx
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

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Nov 8, 2018
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Farewell Paul. May peace find you.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

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Oct 10, 2018
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May all the peace you richly deserve be yours.
 
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Weeping Garbage Can

Weeping Garbage Can

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Oct 31, 2018
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I hope you are at peace now, Paul, wherever you are <3
 
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Ella Disenchanted

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Sep 3, 2018
120
This is very sad. I hope you found what you needed. I was there not so long ago and couldn't manage the last few steps. We never spoke but I'm sorry life brought you to that place and I hope you are at peace now.
 
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slowlystarve

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Dec 10, 2018
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wish you find peace
 
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