CTB without anything

[i love yoshi ^-^]

i am at a breaking point in my life. i've been walking for the past 2 hours. i have $0 on my name. i have no one to talk to. i have nothing. i can't think of a place to safely CTB outside. by safely, i don't mean it has to be painless, i mean it has to have the best chance of succeding. i only thought of throwing under the bus or finding a river to drown it

 

[persepexa]

Really sorry to hear your situation. Hope things work out for you. If I lived in the US I'd try and help but I'm an entire ocean away.

 

[i love yoshi ^-^]

Really sorry to hear your situation. Hope things work out for you. If I lived in the US I'd try and help but I'm an entire ocean away.

hello, im not in the US. but not in europe either. thank you

 

[dontwakemeup]

That's awful. I'm so sorry for you. I don't know how we can help you. Do you feel comfortable asking for a ride to the nearest hospital? I'm sure you're tired and need to eat. If you don't want to do that can you knock on someone's door and ask them for help? Do you need money for food or anything?
Is there a church around? If there is please knock on their door.

 

[i love yoshi ^-^]

That's awful. I'm so sorry for you. I don't know how we can help you. Do you feel comfortable asking for a ride to the nearest hospital? I'm sure you're tired and need to eat. If you don't want to do that can you knock on someone's door and ask them for help? Do you need money for food or anything?
Is there a church around? If there is please knock on their door.

i still have a place and some food. i just dont want to come back. i need a way out.

 

[Well_Its_Time]

I'm sorry you reached this point and communicated this to us. I think we have all at some point or another walked for hours without leaving our minds. To this day, I really do not go out. I stay between the computer and the bed, all day until I try to go to sleep.
There are many threads here that you can look up. I suffer every fucking minute. I hope you find peace and are able to make it home where you can relax. I am crying because I suffer too.

 

[dontwakemeup]

i still have a place and some food. i just dont want to come back. i need a way out.

I understand. Sometimes life gets too hard and I pray to not wake up again. Maybe try heading home and getting some rest for today. You don't have a method and staying woke is just stressing you out, your brain need time to rest. You aren't alone, I know it feels like you are, but we are always here for you! I'm sending you virtual hugs and kisses

 

[i love yoshi ^-^]

I understand. Sometimes life gets too hard and I pray to not wake up again. Maybe try heading home and getting some rest for today. You don't have a method and staying woke is just stressing you out, your brain need time to rest. You aren't alone, I know it feels like you are, but we are always here for you! I'm sending you virtual hugs and kisses

thank you... i dont feel like coming back. it's all going to be the same. plus i don't live alone but with my ex, which destroys me morally. i dont wanna come back.

 

[dontwakemeup]

thank you... i dont feel like coming back. it's all going to be the same. plus i don't live alone but with my ex, which destroys me morally. i dont wanna come back.

That's ok, you don't have to go back right now. Take all the time you need. As long as your safe, and not hungry, it's ok. Hopefully whatever your going through, you can make some type of peace with it.

One day it was so bad and I didn't want to go home either. I pulled over in the middle of the night and slept in the malls empty parking lot. I felt so alone. I had nobody i could call that would understand. I was so hopeless. If I had a method, I would have done it that night! It makes me sad and cry because I understand how that feels and it's an awful feeling.

Take all the time you need. Go home when you're ready. Just be safe out there. When you do get home, please let us know you made it safely

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[persepexa]

Hey OP, just wondering how you are now? Did you go home in the end or what did you do?