CTB tonight

[5:45AM]

About an hour left for me in this world. Despite all my certainty in the days leading up to today, it really is a surreal feeling to know that it will all be over soon, that I really won't feel the sunlight hitting my eyes in the morning and I'll have finally crossed that threshold. 48 hour SN method.

I'm really glad I found this forum, for the opportunity to be open and converse with kindred spirits, but especially for the fact that my end will not be as violent and awful as I always thought it'd be. I wish you all well.

 

[Nem]

I wish you an anxiety free time during your decision regardless as to what that will be
Peace/hugs

 

[Halo13]

Safe travels on your journey.

 

[ICan’tStayHere]

Safe travels. I hope you find freedom

 

[134340]

I wish you nothing but peace and tranquility on your way out.

 

[enlightened_suicide]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
Good luck and congrats, sending love and positive vibes

 

[jgm63]

If you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey to somewhere beautiful.....

 

[xBrialesana]

I'm so sorry you ended up at this level of pain

Are you still on? How are you doing?
Sending all of the love and you'll be in my thoughts tonight Inbox is always open

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Farewell

 

[disabledandhopeless]

Wishing you peace

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Sorry it's come to this. I wish you have peaceful & safe travels.

 

[russian_roulette]

I'm sorry. I wish you a peaceful and safe journey!

 

[muffin222]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace and serenity on the other side if there is one

 

[x-Ace-x]

Have a safe and peaceful transition

 

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle burns for you, i hope it will guide you to love and peace...

 

[Serenity]

Wishing you peace in your final hours

 

[luna666]

Hope you found the peace you were searching for!

 

[TrailerTrash]

Peaceful passage friend -

 

[Erase.myself]

Im sorry it has come to this for you. I hope you have a peaceful journey to the other side and I hope you find peace and comfort that you long for.

 

[Brackenshire]

Peace and love friend

 

[LonelyGhostDreamer]

Death is not the end, it's just the beginning of the next journey, travel well and with a lighter heart my unknown friend.

 

[5:45AM]

I managed to carry out everything up until the point of drinking my SN solution, and got cold feet. Goddamnit, it's hard to follow through. I honestly just felt angry and disgusted with myself after I threw out the mix, like I should've done it. At least I know now there's no ray of hope waiting for me. I'm going to try again.

 

[muffin222]

I managed to carry out everything up until the point of drinking my SN solution, and got cold feet. Goddamnit, it's hard to follow through. I honestly just felt angry and disgusted with myself after I threw out the mix, like I should've done it. At least I know now there's no ray of hope waiting for me. I'm going to try again.

There's no rush I'm sorry things didn't turn out as you'd hoped

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I hope you are okay. It's perfectly fine to wait, and I hope you find peace.

 

[Living sucks]

Your SI won so go survive. No shame

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you are able to find peace if you decide to go through with it. No shame in changing your mind. Also no shame in not being able to get past the survival instinct.
I haven't been able to either. I did attempt once and failed. Haven't been able to try since.

 

[Archarids]

Wish you luck wherever you go.

 

[Sensei]

There's no hurry at all. Your option to end your life on your own terms won't disappear, but will be there as a comforting thought. Now you will see the morning sun again.

 

[Mr.Nobody]

No shame in not going through with it