Method Ctb tonight Sn

[howard]

Hi all. It's nearly my time. Going within next few hours. All other options gone. Have done regime and have all stuff ready. Hoping for little pain as all do.

 

[SugarbushMtn]

Meto regimen?

 

[WhyamIstillhere]

Good luck! Hope you find your peace.

 

[howard]

Yes 48 hrs. Also using milk of magnesia, some amitriptyline and codiene (small amounts)

 

[S1mpleme]

Sounds like a plan and I guess you have answered yourself all the questions. If there is anything you'd like to discuss - I'm here for you. Keep us updated please.

 

[howard]

Sounds like a plan and I guess you have answered yourself all the questions. If there is anything you'd like to discuss - I'm here for you. Keep us updated please.

I will, thanks. Planning for about 10pm uk time. Quite anxious so have just taken a propranolol. So bloody hungry!

 

[S1mpleme]

I will, thanks. Planning for about 10pm uk time. Quite anxious so have just taken a propranolol. So bloody hungry!

If you don't mind and able to, please share your feelings after SN.

 

[howard]

If you don't mind and able to, please share your feelings after SN.

I'll try. Bit worried about the fast heart issue, especially after iasbics last post earlier. Hoping propranolol will help with that.

 

[CuddleHug]

It sounds like you're ready. I wish you a safe journey on that bus. Sending hugs~

 

[howard]

It sounds like you're ready. I wish you a safe journey on that bus. Sending hugs~

Thanks. I want a fast bus please!

 

[Mist]

Godspeed howard <3

 

[Jean4]

Awwww. I'm going to miss you. I'm not trying to stop you. Do you want to talk about what is going on or anything else?

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you have a peaceful journey I'll be keeping an eye out for updates, thinking of you

 

[howard]

Awwww. I'm going to miss you. I'm not trying to stop you. Do you want to talk about what is going on or anything else?

Thanks, would be nice to feel not so alone.

 

[Lutembëe]

I wish you a safe journey, hope you will find the peace you are looking for. We're here with you

 

[Jean4]

Thanks, would be nice to feel not so alone.

You know I'm here for you.

 

[howard]

You know I'm here for you.

Can I pm you?

 

[justfloating]

I hope everything goes okay

 

[Jean4]

Can I pm you?

I'm here. :)

 

[LMLN]

Peace and love to you whatever happens. You sound like you have thought about this and made your decision. There is no shame in backing out...we are here regardless. ❤

 

[TheLastGoodbye]

I'm sorry life has come to this for you. I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[howard]

I'm here. :)

I've started a chat with you
Is that different to pm?

 

[SugarbushMtn]

Propranolol should help with heart rate.

 

[howard]

Propranolol should help with heart rate.

Good . I have 50 mg left . Plan to take 45 mins before solution

 

[Mist]

Thanks, would be nice to feel not so alone.

My pms are open to you as well <3

 

[howard]

My pms are open to you as well <3

Thanks. Everyone is so wonderful. My phone hardly stops buzzing.

 

[S1mpleme]

Thanks. Everyone is so wonderful. My phone hardly stops buzzing.

Yeah... when you alive you don't even need to look at your phone, but when going to die everybody message non stop.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

Good luck on your journey friend. I wish you well.

 

[howard]

Good luck on your journey friend. I wish you well.

Thanks.

 

[SugarbushMtn]

You can take propranolol a few hours before. Half life is 3-6 hours so it will work for hours. Decrease vomit risk to spread meds out over time