CTB tonight - hopefully

[Sunbeam87!]

Hi, everyone

Tonight is my last night on earth. Over the months, I have collected prescription medication that should be fatal in overdose.

I actually planned my suicide for next year February on my birthday, but I can't wait much longer. I am tired of life. Tired of the never-ending depression, anxiety and hopelessness. I feel that I have over stayed my welcome on this earth and, though I know this is a cliche, I feel that my family will be better off without me. I am a constant drain on them. They tried to help, truly, but I cannot be helped. Death is the only solution.

I have ordered a last meal and will get my bedroom looking and feeling nice and cozy. I have also chosen music that I would like to listen to while I die.

I hope this will not be painful. I hope to quickly slip into unconsciousness and drift off.

To all of you, I wish happiness and an end to your suffering. I know what you are feeling and I send you all my love. I want you all to heal. You are all worthy and deserve happiness. Bless you all

Love,
Sunbeam

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Sorry to see you go, yet will be happy for you if you finally leave this cruel world behind.
Good luck and farewell on your final journey, and I hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Sunbeam87!]

Thank you for your kind words. I will update when I take my poison.

 

[SVEN]

Thankyou for your gentle good wishes, Sunbeam. Every hope that your plans come together successfully and you achieve peace and rest. Go well.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plan and hope you find peace & freedom. Safe travels and good luck!

 

[chuerdhmproton]

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Hi, everyone

Tonight is my last night on earth. Over the months, I have collected prescription medication that should be fatal in overdose.

I actually planned my suicide for next year February on my birthday, but I can't wait much longer. I am tired of life. Tired of the never-ending depression, anxiety and hopelessness. I feel that I have over stayed my welcome on this earth and, though I know this is a cliche, I feel that my family will be better off without me. I am a constant drain on them. They tried to help, truly, but I cannot be helped. Death is the only solution.

I have ordered a last meal and will get my bedroom looking and feeling nice and cozy. I have also chosen music that I would like to listen to while I die.

I hope this will not be painful. I hope to quickly slip into unconsciousness and drift off.

To all of you, I wish happiness and an end to your suffering. I know what you are feeling and I send you all my love. I want you all to heal. You are all worthy and deserve happiness. Bless you all

Love,
Sunbeam

hi sunbeam, good luck with whatever you choose to do, funnily I also will attempt later tonight, so fingers crossed we both get what we are looking for.

 

[Sunbeam87!]

Okay. Last meal was a bit of a let down. Oh well. You can't have everything.

I'm crying a lot; I had to write notes to my family. Going to take a shower, take the anti-nausea medication and be on my way in a few hours.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Never gets easier to see these, the reasons why people feel like they can't go on. I truly do hope things go well and you find peace one way or another.

 

[Sunbeam87!]

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hi sunbeam, good luck with whatever you choose to do, funnily I also will attempt later tonight, so fingers crossed we both get what we are looking for.

Maybe we will meet on the other side.

 

[Some place nice]

You too deserve happiness and love. I hope you find them on the other side. With love, I hope you are nothing but happy in your last seconds.

 

[Ruma]

Goodbye & Goodluck. Wishing you a swift and peaceful passing x

 

[Sunbeam87!]

Just taken the anti-nausea medication. I'll give it half an hour then attempt to overdose.

 

[Aim]

Much good luck on your journey to the other side!

 

[Oneness]

May you find peace in your journey

 

[BrknEyes]

Hope it goes smoothly! Hopefully I'll be joining you soon.

 

[Sunbeam87!]

I have downed the meds. Hopefully, I won't be here much longer.

 

[slitdown]

Best of luck

 

[chuerdhmproton]

Safe travels sunbeam

Seeing its been 4 hours I think OP has crossed over...

 

[Kurai]

Safe travels

 

[rileywatson]

I hope you found peace

 

[supergip]

Hi, everyone

Tonight is my last night on earth. Over the months, I have collected prescription medication that should be fatal in overdose.

I actually planned my suicide for next year February on my birthday, but I can't wait much longer. I am tired of life. Tired of the never-ending depression, anxiety and hopelessness. I feel that I have over stayed my welcome on this earth and, though I know this is a cliche, I feel that my family will be better off without me. I am a constant drain on them. They tried to help, truly, but I cannot be helped. Death is the only solution.

I have ordered a last meal and will get my bedroom looking and feeling nice and cozy. I have also chosen music that I would like to listen to while I die.

I hope this will not be painful. I hope to quickly slip into unconsciousness and drift off.

To all of you, I wish happiness and an end to your suffering. I know what you are feeling and I send you all my love. I want you all to heal. You are all worthy and deserve happiness. Bless you all

Love,
Sunbeam

Good luck, friend.