Failedboy

Failedboy

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Aug 29, 2020
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Hi, I am happy to be here and talk openly with like-minded people. As I am feeling completely lost I have finally decided to ctb tomorrow. I would like to thank for support and nice words I have received here. Please do not cross me yet, I am going to update.
 
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itachi of death

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Aug 17, 2020
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Hi, I am happy to be here and talk openly with like-minded people. As I am feeling completely lost I have finally decided to ctb tomorrow. I would like to thank for support and nice words I have received here. Please do not cross me yet, I am going to update.
I hope you find the peace your looking for,goodluck
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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Good luck, I wish you a peaceful and painless journey :hug:
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

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Oct 8, 2020
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May you find peace. I hope It will be as quick and painless as possible.
 
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Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
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Goodnight to you. I hope you find peace.
 
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Lordsudbury

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Jul 26, 2020
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How you gonna do it ?
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
May You find 1000 000 $ and no ctb
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
Partial have lower chances so You know.. be sure to get as much info as possible with the hanging. 2spots compressed good enough and You will pass almost w/o pain, be sure to lubrikate a rope with a soap or put some paddings
I hate writing tips how to die:c fk all the pain that is not bearable
 
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Failedboy

Failedboy

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Partial have lower chances so You know.. be sure to get as much info as possible with the hanging. 2spots compressed good enough and You will pass almost w/o pain, be sure to lubrikate a rope with a soap or put some paddings
oh yes, it will be full and I greased the noose and knot
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
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Wishing you a pain free journey
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
Have u tried to ctb before? SI is kicking hard in those moments
 
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Lordsudbury

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Jul 26, 2020
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oh yes, it will be full and I greased the noose and knot
Very brave, I got the supplies today to prepare myself for a partial (with a dog leash). How do you do full? I mean like I just can't picture what you tie the anchor to or anything. Unless you have a huge mansion house with high ceilings and rafters ?
I tried partial in jail but failed.
Any tips?
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
Very brave, I got the supplies today to prepare myself for a partial (with a dog leash). How do you do full? I mean like I just can't picture what you tie the anchor to or anything. Unless you have a huge mansion house with high ceilings and rafters ?

Any tips?
On a tree? But you should know how to knot fishermans knot or something ..for the other side of the rope
 
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Failedboy

Failedboy

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Aug 29, 2020
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Very brave, I got the supplies today to prepare myself for a partial (with a dog leash). How do you do full? I mean like I just can't picture what you tie the anchor to or anything. Unless you have a huge mansion house with high ceilings and rafters ?

Any tips?
noosed rope attached to a hook in the ceiling, a stool below
 
albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
I will die simply with 3 knots and with a tree. Slipknot for my neck, and flemish bend combined with another slipknot for another side of a rope
Square knot combined with a slipknot is easier than flemish bend and another slip. Or or fishermans bend combined with a slipknot ( to whom it may concern:D )
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Wishing you a peaceful journey and sending love ❤️
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
Oh, my friend, I talked to you more than with anybody else from here.
This saddens me so much... I wish we could have done it together, if not physically, at least at the same time.
But you cannot wait, and I still have a couple of months of "obligations" (to publish my book), at least to the end of this cursed year.
I wish you freedom and a safe passage to the next cycle, whatever it may be.

If death is the transition to a different form of existence for our consciousness/soul - I hope we meet on the other side and smoke a joint. :wink:

If you see Letzte over there, tell him that his transition caused an earthquake in our community, that his goodbye thread broke a record in comments, and tease him a bit for being wrong on that nothingness-beyond-death that he so enthusiastically preached.

Doviđenja, prijatelju. (Serbian)
Do widzenia, przyjacielu. (Polish)

Salute
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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I tried partial in jail but failed.
Why did it fail if you don't mind me asking?

Did you test the hook in the ceiling to see it will hold weight?
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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oh yes, it will be full and I greased the noose and knot
I do not want to say "good" but you only want to do this once. Good preparation is important. Best wishes and I hope you find peace.
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
Why did you choose hanging instead of some other way? No access to other ways?

Meditation, he was in JAIL, for god's sake.
What other method do you think they have available in the prison, other than being killed by other inmates... better to try to hang.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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good luck and a very peaceful journey. I will miss you alot global family member.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
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Fair winds, I wish you the smoothest journey and peace
 
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