BrknEyes

BrknEyes

Walking skeleton
Nov 2, 2023
58
tomorrow is the day, the last week has been taking forever. I'm nervous yet very excited. this has been the most motivated i have been in years. i also would like to say happy early veterans day to all the other vets on the site. but anyways here is the plan ahead. i live with my grandmother currently so i cant do it here, i will be goin to a near by forest and shooting myself (will be using a p30 or usp both 9mm). i put sticky notes on a bunch of stuff for people in specific in my life that i care about, like mtg cards, pc, desk, etc. before the evening ends tomorrow im going to try to stop by a bar and have a final goodbye drink any suggestions? thank you all for being so welcoming even though my act is very new i've been lurking for quite a while ( roughly a year ).i hope everyone has a beautiful end when there time comes. thank you.

edit: not looking for prolife advice thank you.
 
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PixelPlant

PixelPlant

smile, you’ve lived :)
Aug 15, 2023
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good luck🫂
 
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Weltall

Weltall

Consider Your Choices Before You Act
Nov 9, 2023
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Consider all your choices while walking there.
For a drink, just pick something that you would enjoy tasting, whether it's a fruity drink or something hard.
I wish you luck on your journey friend.
 
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Next

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Jul 13, 2023
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I whish you all the best on your way. You shall get what you are looking for.
Please take care, that the gun could no one hurt, after you used it.
 
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BrknEyes

BrknEyes

Walking skeleton
Nov 2, 2023
58
I whish you all the best on your way. You shall get what you are looking for.
Please take care, that the gun could no one hurt, after you used it.
yeah im going to try to go deep in the woods, hopefully no one finds me or the gun. thank you for the wishes.
 
Ε. Η. R.

Ε. Η. R.

Experienced
Oct 5, 2023
266
You really don't see any other way out for yourself than ctb?
I wish you all the best.
 
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BrknEyes

BrknEyes

Walking skeleton
Nov 2, 2023
58
You really don't see any other way out for yourself than ctb?
I wish you all the best.
ive been medicated for years on various medications, been in therapy for 7 years and have moved around trying to get away from whatever im running from. but nothing has helped, thank you for the wishes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I understand why you'd be looking forward to leaving this existence, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Some place nice

Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
468
Good luck and have a nice drink. Have a peaceful end.
 
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SmollMushroom

SmollMushroom

send N pls
Sep 27, 2023
405
Good luck, I wish that everything goes as you planned and smoothly.
If I were you, I'd take my favorite drink ofc!
 
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Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

Jump to it
Sep 14, 2023
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Happy early Veterans Day to you as well. This vet will be jumping. Farewell comrade.
 
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lostboi37

lostboi37

Member
Oct 21, 2023
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I hope your crossing is peaceful. 💕
 
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CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

Experienced
Oct 28, 2023
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Probably it won't be painless but I wish you a peaceful passing and that it'll be over quick. safe travels
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
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I hope everything went well, assuming you have done it already and you had a smooth passing. I wish you peace.
Probably it won't be painless but I wish you a peaceful passing and that it'll be over quick. safe travels
Gunshots are painless, when done correctly. The body dies before the pain signals can be transferred.
 
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CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

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Oct 28, 2023
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Gunshots are painless, when done correctly. The body dies before the pain signals can be transferred.
Yeah I wasn't sure myself but assumed that it's just a veeery quick and strong pain but thx for the info :)
 
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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

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Apr 5, 2023
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tomorrow is the day, the last week has been taking forever. I'm nervous yet very excited. this has been the most motivated i have been in years. i also would like to say happy early veterans day to all the other vets on the site. but anyways here is the plan ahead. i live with my grandmother currently so i cant do it here, i will be goin to a near by forest and shooting myself (will be using a p30 or usp both 9mm). i put sticky notes on a bunch of stuff for people in specific in my life that i care about, like mtg cards, pc, desk, etc. before the evening ends tomorrow im going to try to stop by a bar and have a final goodbye drink any suggestions? thank you all for being so welcoming even though my act is very new i've been lurking for quite a while ( roughly a year ).i hope everyone has a beautiful end when there time comes. thank you.

edit: not looking for prolife advice thank you.
If there is no way of stopping you.. I hope it's a very peaceful travel.
 
justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
401
It seems you tried everything, im sorry it didnt work out for you. I wish you love and peace <3
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,940
Good luck! May you find peace!
 
natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
159
Good luck, and I'm sorry it's had to come to this. Hope you find peace!
 

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