Ctb tomorrow, any last thoughts?

[Freebandzgang]

Hey all. Im going to ctb tomorrow, Ive planned it for a while now, I just need to get over my si. I cant keep suffering like this every day, it is so hard. I have a small note written but im not sure if i should write a long detailed one or just leave it. I want to explain why Im doing this and why im the reason but im just too tired and unmotivated. Im set on tomorrow as the date, I just want to find peace. Im not scared at all. If anyone wants to say anything feel free to, i would like to hear your thoughts.

 

[frommolecules2stars]

I hope everything works out and your suffering ends. You don't need to provide us any explanation, we understand.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace.

 

[gothbird]

If tomorrow is the day, then I hope it's peaceful. Truly. You don't owe anyone a manifesto. A short note can still say everything that matters. "I was tired, and I tried" is a whole life in one sentence.

But also—if you wake up tomorrow and don't go through with it? That's okay too. It doesn't mean you failed. It just means your body wasn't ready, or your mind wanted one more day. No shame in that. Ever.

You've made it really far.
And if it is goodbye—then goodbye, and good luck.
You deserve the quiet.

 

[LonelyMe]

Sorry to hear that you're suffering. I hope you can find peace. If you change your mind, you can always message me I will be around for at least a couple of weeks.

 

[Higurashi415]

You haven't joined a long time ago, but I liked your posts, they made me think a lot.
If today is your last day, I'll see you on the other side ;)
if you change your mind, you'll always be welcome here

 

[Freebandzgang]

If tomorrow is the day, then I hope it's peaceful. Truly. You don't owe anyone a manifesto. A short note can still say everything that matters. "I was tired, and I tried" is a whole life in one sentence.

But also—if you wake up tomorrow and don't go through with it? That's okay too. It doesn't mean you failed. It just means your body wasn't ready, or your mind wanted one more day. No shame in that. Ever.

You've made it really far.
And if it is goodbye—then goodbye, and good luck.
You deserve the quiet.

tysm you made me cry from this, it means so much to me. Thank you <3

 

[deadbidaylight]

I'm sorry that life has brought you here, but I know we all enjoyed your posts, albeit for a very short time here. It's always hard to see a member go, so I will mourn the loss of another one of us the way I do each time someone says goodbye. I hope that you're able to find the peace you so rightly deserve.

It's okay to change your mind.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want to be free from all the suffering as well, I hope you find the peace you search for.

 

[Freebandzgang]

I'm sorry that life has brought you here, but I know we all enjoyed your posts, albeit for a very short time here. It's always hard to see a member go, so I will mourn the loss of another one of us the way I do each time someone says goodbye. I hope that you're able to find the peace you so rightly deserve.

It's okay to change your mind.

Thank you so much, I enjoyed your posts also. You dont have to mourn me, I will be at a better place. I wont be in extreme pain anymore.

 

[pauly369]

Sorry youve suffered so much.
Heres wishing you peace.

 

[pappapgold]

May you find peace in your journey.

 

[CravingPeace]

Still here bud?

 

[spenshart]

i hope you find your peace

 

[leandra]

Still here bud?

Sadly dont look like it

 

[Nobody'sHero]

Sadly dont look like it

Last login was today @7:25 am, hopefully he backed out and can re-evaluate things. Being in that state of mind is very difficult... I hope he's alright...

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Last login was today @7:25 am, hopefully he backed out and can re-evaluate things. Being in that state of mind is very difficult... I hope he's alright...

just saw this too. we're here for you OP. whenever you see this. sending love.

 

[gothbird]

Just wanted to say something in case you're stuck in that weird space after a goodbye that didn't happen.

If you didn't go through with it, you don't owe anyone an apology. You don't need to explain yourself. You're not weak, or dramatic, or attention seeking.

Maybe you're feeling a little embarrassed. Like you said your last words and now you're still here, unsure how to re-enter the room. But trust me, you're not the first. You're not even the hundredth. This happens all the time, and no one is judging you for it.

You're still allowed to speak. You're still allowed to exist in this space. Whether you're waiting, thinking, hurting, recovering, or just floating in limbo—you still belong here.

Take the time you need. Log in without pressure. Talk or don't. Glad you're still around, even if it hurts.

 

[Nobody'sHero]

eyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy our boiii is back, I'm very happy!

 

[Freebandzgang]

Thanks everyone.

eyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy our boiii is back, I'm very happy!

Its very unfortunate. My si or something made me not go through with it. Now my life is 10x worse, I just lost my job today (expected).Now I have to fucking go soon but I feel trapped in this world. idk what to do. I give up. Tomorrow HAS to be the day

 

[Nobody'sHero]

Thanks everyone.


Its very unfortunate. My si or something made me not go through with it. Now my life is 10x worse, I just lost my job today (expected).Now I have to fucking go soon but I feel trapped in this world. idk what to do. I give up. Tomorrow HAS to be the day

How are you feeling now? Is there a specific reason you want to go (other than the job thing)? Sorry bud, I don't even know what to say, but my thoughts and prayers are with you. We are here if you want to vent <3