Ctb today

[Sphinxi]

I have been planning to jump off a bridge for a while now. It is currently about 10:30, I will take the train at 5:00, so I will be at the bridge at around 5:45.

I feel so frightened. Whenever I think about jumping, my heart rate spikes and I feel the blood rush away from my face. I will drink alcohol to lower my SI.

I want all of it to end. I want to stop being lonely, and to stop the day to day friction of living. I am tired of living alone, traumatized, and a prisoner in my own mind

 

[dalemar]

Whatever you decide, I hope you find your peace anytime soon.

 

[vyvanceandvodka]

I'm sorry its come to this my friend. :( I'll miss seeing you around, I hope you find peace with whatever you decide to do!

 

[darksouls]

love and peace to you

 

[iveseenfootage]

Whatever happens, I hope you find peace

 

[Lost Impact]

I've never talked to you but I always really enjoyed seeing your posts, like a warmth there. I hope you find peace wherever you go.

 

[monetpompo]

good luck sphnixi. there's no shame if you have to go back home. i hope you find peace