Off in a second, had a lovely last day watching some sport, chatting to my parents and best mates, had a walk in the sunset at the beach this evening and watched my favourite program. Just a few more admin bits that will take about an hour to sort, so have a cool little playlist on in the background of my favourite music.
To anyone I've spoken to on here, thanks for being so kind and listening to me. The last couple of months have been the worse of my life, so being able to chat with likeminded people on here about my darkest thoughts has been amazing. I won't be posting after this message but will be looking until I close my account before the act. I'll open it back up or make a new account if for some reason I back out of the idea, but I've spoken to the grim reaper and I think it's my time.
Finally, remember that the whole world is struggling at the moment, and anyone that says they aren't are lying. Focus on yourself first and do stuff that makes you feel good. Even if you ctb eventually, you can say that you've tried everything before reaching that point. It's the reason I feel happy with my decision. Take care x
