Ctb somewhere around the end of august, anyone wanna join me?

[Utter_emptiness]

Nothing and I mean nothing will ever change in my life and I am so tired of constantly fighting and enduring this immense level of pain and suffering just so that I gaslight myself and say it will get better soon. Not everyone gets their happy ending and I might be one of those unfortunate people. This misery will never end so I am looking for a suicide buddy. I have been such a huge pussy and I could've killed myself years ago instead of waiting around for life to get better and sometimes when it does, it's short-lived.

 

[CW36]

Hi there, I'm sorry to hear that! Which Country do you call home?

 

[Anon7b8]

Sorry man, i would love to be your buddy but i know I'll pussy out myself if i had anyone near me when i attempt.

 

[Utter_emptiness]

Hi there, I'm sorry to hear that! Which Country do you call home?

Algeria

 

[CW36]

Algeria

I don't think there's many from Algeria on here I'm afraid.
Perhaps post your request on the link below - Partners Megathread.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/forums/members-information-center.13/

 

[Utter_emptiness]

I don't think there's many from Algeria on here I'm afraid.

Yeah I'm aware unfortunately but I initially created this post to look for a suicide buddy online not irl

 

[CW36]

Yeah I'm aware unfortunately but I initially created this post to look for a suicide buddy online not irl

I see. What method may I ask?

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Has anything happened triggered this? You were in medical school last I recall; I imagine that hasn't been going well?

 

[Utter_emptiness]

I see. What method may I ask?

Hanging

 

[CW36]

Hanging

Same. Full or partial?

 

[Utter_emptiness]

Has anything happened triggered this? You were in medical school last I recall; I imagine that hasn't been going well?

Yeah, things have been going downhill lately after I was silly enough to think my life will ever turn out the way I want it. For context, my parents are freezing my university journey for a year so I can see an imam (Islamic preacher) and he could lead me back to Islam. I was oblivious enough to think that they would let me have my beliefs

Same. Full or partial?

Full

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Yeah, things have been going downhill lately after I was silly enough to think my life will ever turn out the way I want it. For context, my parents are freezing my university journey for a year so I can see an imam (Islamic preacher) and he could lead me back to Islam. I was oblivious enough to think that they would let me have my beliefs

That sucks! University is much more important than an imam. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

[CW36]

Full

Same.

 

[Utter_emptiness]

That sucks! University is much more important than an imam. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

Yeah, i told them they are basically wasting my future but they said atheism already leads to nihilism, addiction and suffering in this life and hell in the afterlife so sacrificing a few more years for that would be convenient to me

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Yeah, things have been going downhill lately after I was silly enough to think my life will ever turn out the way I want it. For context, my parents are freezing my university journey for a year so I can see an imam (Islamic preacher) and he could lead me back to Islam. I was oblivious enough to think that they would let me have my beliefs

Full

That's so terrible. I know other people here could really relate to you about having rigidly religious parents. It's a terrible feeling to feel so helpless and powerless and trapped. Is it possible to just humor them till you can stand on your two feet?

 

[Utter_emptiness]

That's so terrible. I know other people here could really relate to you about having rigidly religious parents. It's a terrible feeling to feel so helpless and powerless and trapped. Is it possible to just humor them till you can stand on your two feet?

Unfortunately there is no way out this time

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Unfortunately there is no way out this time

It's sad they'd rather have a dead child than a non-believing one.

 

[drownll]

Yeah, i told them they are basically wasting my future but they said atheism already leads to nihilism, addiction and suffering in this life and hell in the afterlife so sacrificing a few more years for that would be convenient to me

That sucks really.
I'm from France but i have family in Algeria and I visited them on multiple occasions. Apparently islamism is getting worse there, my little cousin of only 12yo is forced to wear the hijab because otherwise she will get started at. This is truly discusting.
Good luck friend i hope you find freedom.

 

[Utter_emptiness]

That sucks really.
I'm from France but i have family in Algeria and I visited them on multiple occasions. Apparently islamism is getting worse there, my little cousin of only 12yo is forced to wear the hijab because otherwise she will get started at. This is truly discusting.
Good luck friend i hope you find freedom.

Yeah islamism is taking over this country as we speak and it's making me mourne its upcoming state

 

[Slark]

I hope you find someone. I also wanted a partner

 

[jeffleesb]

I would send you a DM but I don't know how since I am new

 

[William01]

Are you gonna do like a group online video thing, where numerous ppl can come together with their and use their own methods? Mines is not hanging, I have SN