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whiteboyswithars
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- Jun 15, 2024
- 19
So I think I mentioned that i've planned to hang myself since mid-april before on this site. For some context, I originally planned to do it on June 10th, but obviously that didn't work. A friend of mine talked me down for the time being, but I still attempted around 3 hours after she went to sleep. I didn't research it right so the way I was trying to do it didn't work. I am now planning to do it in late August, but I am terrified that it won't work. I am at peace with the thought of death and don't see much of a future for myself; I truly don't want to live the rest of my life as the loser I am now. I am going to do more greater research before I do it in August so I don't fuck up (again lol). I am done with failing and having to make new plans, just let me fucking go