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Szs33
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- Sep 12, 2018
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Im new here, but have been around for some weeks now.
So this is what happened today and Im very confused and anxious. I had a plan to ctb by hanging outside the house. I have a perfect place to do it right, without becoming suspicious for my parents and neighbors. But today this scenario changed drastically. Some people bought the area behind my house and started building something and from what I understood this thing will be a huge and long construction. And this is very close to the place I will ctb, and from now on it will be very hard to be there without been seeing during the day.
Sorry, this is just something that changed my plans. I was in control and now Im not. It feels like I have to force myself to choose doing it now or being impossible to do it later without being watched.
So this is what happened today and Im very confused and anxious. I had a plan to ctb by hanging outside the house. I have a perfect place to do it right, without becoming suspicious for my parents and neighbors. But today this scenario changed drastically. Some people bought the area behind my house and started building something and from what I understood this thing will be a huge and long construction. And this is very close to the place I will ctb, and from now on it will be very hard to be there without been seeing during the day.
Sorry, this is just something that changed my plans. I was in control and now Im not. It feels like I have to force myself to choose doing it now or being impossible to do it later without being watched.