Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

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Jun 28, 2020
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Does anyone have anything specific they want to wear when they ctb? I think I'll wear my favourite band shirt and some other heavy metal items I have it's a big part of who I am and it's how I feel most comfortable
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

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May 5, 2020
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My ideal thing would be ctb in my birthday suit but if I go by beachy head it'll be a plain t shirt Jeans and trainers.
 
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botanormal

botanormal

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Nov 9, 2020
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That sounds like a really sweet idea, it'll be nice to embrace who you are in that way, one last time.

For me, I bought a new shirt about a year ago that's just been sitting in the bottom of my drawer, waiting to be worn. I'd like to wear it, but I don't think I'd be comfortable wearing it in public, although it is really cute haha. Perfect opportunity, nobody can judge me for wearing it, and I get to look cute one last time! :heart:
 
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Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

Ghost
Jun 28, 2020
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My ideal thing would be ctb in my birthday suit but if I go by beachy head it'll be a plain t shirt Jeans and trainers.
Me too but I don't want to ctb at home I want to be out somewhere peaceful and it's not the time of year for birthday suits unfortunately
That sounds like a really sweet idea, it'll be nice to embrace who you are in that way, one last time.

For me, I bought a new shirt about a year ago that's just been sitting in the bottom of my drawer, waiting to be worn. I'd like to wear it, but I don't think I'd be comfortable wearing it in public, although it is really cute haha. Perfect opportunity, nobody can judge me for wearing it, and I get to look cute one last time! :heart:
I guess that's what these clothes have been waiting for, I think everyone has an item of clothing like that.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

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May 5, 2020
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Same. Being at home to me doesn't feel right to ctb. Being somewhere different is better. Oh of course. Especially when winter hasn't yet kicked in
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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I'll just be wearing pjs or something comfortable
 
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Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

Ghost
Jun 28, 2020
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Same. Being at home to me doesn't feel right to ctb. Being somewhere different is better. Oh of course. Especially when winter hasn't yet kicked in
I've seen some comments about how it can reduce the value of property and I wish for as little impact as possible from my passing, I want to be somewhere quiet where it's possible I won't be found for a long time not sure how viable that will be but it's in the works haha
I'll just be wearing pjs or something comfortable
I think I would go with PJ's if I did it at home
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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That sounds like a really sweet idea, it'll be nice to embrace who you are in that way, one last time.

For me, I bought a new shirt about a year ago that's just been sitting in the bottom of my drawer, waiting to be worn. I'd like to wear it, but I don't think I'd be comfortable wearing it in public, although it is really cute haha. Perfect opportunity, nobody can judge me for wearing it, and I get to look cute one last time! :heart:
Why do you not want to wear it in public?
 
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yetme

yetme

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Oct 20, 2019
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don't forget to take a dump before ctb) imagine if put on your best outfit and then shit yourself in the process) lol))
 
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Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

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Jun 28, 2020
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don't forget to take a dump before ctb) imagine if put on your best outfit and then shit yourself in the process) lol))
Duly noted guess it wouldn't matter much being dead and all that but yea
 
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botanormal

botanormal

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Nov 9, 2020
550
Why do you not want to wear it in public?
It shows more of my body than I'm comfortable with. It's nothing super revealing, I've just never been confident enough to wear anything that doesn't completely cover my body in public. But I've always wanted to wear it, so to hell with my insecurities!
 
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I

I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Anything as long as I die
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Hey, go for it! I understand.
I plan hanging. I will wear a nice pair of skinny jeans and a shorter t-shirt and be barefoot. Not how I go out in public now.
What is the method you are planning?
 
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Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

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Jun 28, 2020
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Hey, go for it! I understand.
I plan hanging. I will wear a nice pair of skinny jeans and a shorter t-shirt and be barefoot. Not how I go out in public now.
What is the method you are planning?
Like the barefoot! I've got sn at the ready gonna take a hike out to the hills find a hidden away spot and play some music smoke a fat joint and go
 
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Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
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Like the barefoot! I've got sn at the ready gonna take a hike out to the hills find a hidden away spot and play some music smoke a fat joint and go
Like the hills and fat joint idea... Wish I had the option .. Would love it .. Go out on a high
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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A little time with nature before becoming part of it. Very nice.
 
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Failedboy

Failedboy

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Aug 29, 2020
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I gonna hang this week. Skinny jeans, t-shirt, bare feet
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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While any time someone leaves is sad, I like the plan and hope all goes as you want. You will look great!
 
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Deleted member 23009

Deleted member 23009

a flame dancing in the rain
Oct 20, 2020
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Was thinking to meme it up but probably just something that looks good! Have no idea really.
 
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AbsoluteNothingness

AbsoluteNothingness

permanent eternal absoluteNONexistenceNOTHINGness
Dec 17, 2019
86
No. Couldnt care less lol. I guess I'll pick whatever i find first in the 'wardrobe' and that's it or maybe "pajamas"/"pyjamas" or whatever tf that is/whatever tf it's called, idk I just dont care lmao. What i want is to ctb without getting caught/being found and finally disappear/not exist at all, I dont give a damn shit about the rest. as much as I just simply dont give a sht at all about absolutely anything whatever/however it is (don't ask why because there's no 'reason' at all and why there has to be one ffs. ive never 'cared' about anything and I dont and never will and never will want to whatever/however, i just cant 'understand' why tf do i have to lmao and will never 'understand' why that isnt possible but well) I dont want to traumatize 'my parents'/'my family' though so i guess I'll try to make the 'body' look as 'best' as 'possible' even though i actually dont give a shit how in general a 'body'/'human body' and any/whatever other 'thing' of whatever 'type'/'way' 'is'/'looks like' lol. but if I ctb with sn there isnt much I can 'do' anyway bc some body parts will turn blue (i guess that's what 'happens', at least some 'people' have 'said' that) and if i ctb with a rope there'll be marks on the neck and the 'face' will turn 'purple' or whatever other 'color' anyway. there's no way they wont get traumatized no matter it's what "I" 'wear', no matter how "clean" the 'body' is etc. (couldn't care any less how it looks and if it's "clean" or "dirty" or whatever tf lol but i have to 'consider' my 'parents' and my 'family' to not be so traumatized/shocked although there's no way they wont)
They'll see the dead body and will be 'devastated' anyway, so... It doesnt 'matter' what it's what "I" 'wear', whether i care about it or not bc it's gonna 'hurt' them either way
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
Thought about wearing my favorite dress but I'm not going to anymore. It's too tight around my ribs (I have a rather wide rib cage lol) and thus won't let me breathe enough and might make me hyperventilate. Might wear it a few days beforehand though.

I settle for a blouse and some jeans.
It's pretty and comfortable.
 
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Deleted member 23586

Deleted member 23586

Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
Nov 8, 2020
208
I've thought about this over and over and over again. Since I'm a kid at heart i'd probably wear my cute lil onesie. Since I'd probably do it outside, I would go out there with my onesie, my favorite blanket and pillow, and my stuffed animal (He as a name but i wont say it here just incase someone makes the connection of who I am lol) that I have had since I was born, and soft music playing from my spotify list I made specifically for this (or I'd play one of my own songs). I would light a candle too but I'd rather not start a forest fire lol. Maybe an oil warmer tho to smell one of my fav scents one last time. Then when I'm eventually found I hopefully just look like a peaceful lil being asleep....forever ^~^
 
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Gsz1982

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Nov 18, 2020
32
I am choosing hanging but I'd love to have the guts to jump of the cliffs near me as the coast has so many special memories for me. For me it's also a feeling of freedom I love the sea.
 
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enuff

had enuff
Sep 10, 2020
173
i think i'm gonna rent a tuxedo for my grand exit. although i dont think they'll want it back, lol.
maybe dye my hair green like the Joker. gotta look my best.
 

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