Help ctb method help? (´･ω･`)

[R♡ADKILL]

ive been wanting to cuddle the bunnies for almost my entire life now, but ive never had access to any methods with good success rates. id rather it be as quick and painless as possible (and maybe less gruesome too for the sake of whoever finds me), but i dont have access to a gun and none of the meds in my house are guaranteed to be lethal (theres benadryl, but ive heard too many horror stories of people surviving those overdoses to try it)

are there any other household methods that are quick/not too painful that someone can recommend or describe to me? thanks in advance! (´ ∀ ` *)

 

[sparkdarkmark]

Im currently trying to hang myself but even tying a noose is so fuckin hard.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish there are very easily accessible reliable methods that are straightforward and painless, it's cruel and horrible how it has to be so difficult to die. But anyway I wish you the best, I hate how there isn't an easy answer to this, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[R♡ADKILL]

I wish there are very easily accessible reliable methods that are straightforward and painless, it's cruel and horrible how it has to be so difficult to die. But anyway I wish you the best, I hate how there isn't an easy answer to this, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

thank you for the well wishes, i appreciate it a lot. im optomistic that I'll find a good way out eventually !

Im currently trying to hang myself but even tying a noose is so fuckin hard.

im sorry youre having so much trouble :( i hope you figure things out peacfully and painlessly eventually

 

[Yaffle]

If you can access high strength sulphuric acid drain cleaner (IIRC 98%), you only need a bottle of formic acid to make CO.

Doesn't look too complicated to make a GULPS generator for a much more peaceful method than hanging. See the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

Sulphuric acid is hard to acquire in the UK due to legislation after acid attacks but your country might vary.

 

[R♡ADKILL]

If you can access high strength sulphuric acid drain cleaner (IIRC 98%), you only need a bottle of formic acid to make CO.

Doesn't look too complicated to make a GULPS generator for a much more peaceful method than hanging. See the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

Sulphuric acid is hard to acquire in the UK due to legislation after acid attacks but your country might vary.

thank you!! im in the US, so i'll look into it. much appreciated ♡

 

[Praestat_Mori]

If you can access high strength sulphuric acid drain cleaner (IIRC 98%), you only need a bottle of formic acid to make CO.

This is a very effective method but can be very lethal to other people in the flat and even in a whole building. That needs addition safety precautions not to harm innocent people who don't intent to CTB.

 

[R♡ADKILL]

This is a very effective method but can be very lethal to other people in the flat and even in a whole building. That needs addition safety precautions not to harm innocent people who don't intent to CTB.

ah, thank you for mentioning this! i live with family at the moment, and i want to cause them as little harm and grief as possible. i'll take this into consideration

 

[Praestat_Mori]

ah, thank you for mentioning this! i live with family at the moment, and i want to cause them as little harm and grief as possible. i'll take this into consideration

You can consider the CO method in a tent for example.

 

[Yaffle]

This is a very effective method but can be very lethal to other people in the flat and even in a whole building. That needs addition safety precautions not to harm innocent people who don't intent to CTB.

Yes indeed, I should indeed have said that. If I adopt as my method I'd do it in the car with notices in the windows.

 

[R♡ADKILL]

I feel you,i wish to ctb in 5 days give or take and i don't have access to many methods

wishing you luck in whatever you choose to do. i think things will work out for both of us eventually :]

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I am not suggesting this, but I'm thinking of laying on the train tracks. I'm a felon, so I can't own a gun. And who ever tells you asphyxiation is quick and painless is straight up lying to you.

 

[Sylveon]

I am not suggesting this, but I'm thinking of laying on the train tracks. I'm a felon, so I can't own a gun. And who ever tells you asphyxiation is quick and painless is straight up lying to you.

I believe the SI is really strong with this one. I got near the tracks but couldn't move an inch further.

Or maybe it's just me, IDRK.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

The SI? I'm new lol I'm not sure what that means. I understand. IF I do it I'll be sedated AF. It's painless for sure but it's scary af.

 

[Sylveon]

The SI? I'm new lol I'm not sure what that means. I understand. IF I do it I'll be sedated AF. It's painless for sure but it's scary af.

SI as in survival instinct.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I wish suicide buddies were a thing. Imagine a CTB meetup lmao.

 

[R♡ADKILL]

I am not suggesting this, but I'm thinking of laying on the train tracks. I'm a felon, so I can't own a gun. And who ever tells you asphyxiation is quick and painless is straight up lying to you.

ive thought about the train a lot before, but ultimately it seems more painful than id like. from what ive heard, its likely to be fatal, but the train might cauterize any wounds it causes, leading to a longer and more drawn out death.

whatever happens, i hope you find a peacful end to your pain ♡

I wish suicide buddies were a thing. Imagine a CTB meetup lmao.

i think this forum actually has a section dedicated to finding people to meet up with to ctb together/help each other out! that might be what youre looking for :3

 

[Intoxicated]

ah, thank you for mentioning this! i live with family at the moment, and i want to cause them as little harm and grief as possible. i'll take this into consideration

CO and H2S present a significant danger to others when people try to produce enormous amounts of these gases in an attempt to fill a large room. If you inhale a toxic gas from a small plastic bag, you don't need to generate the gas in those insane amounts.