Venting CTB makes you lonely till very end even when you have friends

[Thomas Rekowicz]

All my friends are pro life by default. I have no one i can openly talk about my departure in real life. Why CTB must be so lonely. I wish i had a person that would hold my hand kiss my forehead or hug me after i drink SN but in today society IT is still such taboo. I just wish not to be lonely during CTB i know IT is horryfing desire but iam very social person and need closeness of other people. I wish you could just celebrate your life with close friends and family and than drink SN being sourranded by people you love and care about. What you think about being alone during your departure is IT difficult for you just as for me?

 

[deadbidaylight]

Maybe try your luck with the partners mega thread? You might find someone there with similar thoughts that would be willing to CTB with you.