CTB is my only escape from a life of poverty, lonleyness and mental and emotional suffering.

[Daystavro]

As I mentioned countless times before here I am male 26 with no financial or social future.
Mainly due to crippling social anxiety.
I have no friends and no gf.
CTB is my only escape from living a life of poverty and social isolation.
And overall a life of mental suffering , of bad thoughts, feelings and emotions.
If I will continue living I will not enjoy life , life will only cause me to suffer.
I prefer to ctb and escape the suffering forever.
And not exist and so be at peace forever.
Because when i'll ctb and i'll be dead ( i'm planning to do it in a few months once my semester ends) , nothing will ever bother me again.
I will not exist anymore and so will not have consciousness so I will have no thoughts and no emotions and no feelings for all eternity.
Eternal bliss.

 

[MAIO]

As I mentioned countless times before here I am male 26 with no financial or social future.
Mainly due to crippling social anxiety.
I have no friends and no gf.
CTB is my only escape from living a life of poverty and social isolation.
And overall a life of mental suffering , of bad thoughts, feelings and emotions.
If I will continue living I will not enjoy life , life will only cause me to suffer.
I prefer to ctb and escape the suffering forever.
And not exist and so be at peace forever.
Because when i'll ctb and i'll be dead ( i'm planning to do it in a few months once my semester ends) , nothing will ever bother me again.
I will not exist anymore and so will not have consciousness so I will have no thoughts and no emotions and no feelings for all eternity.
Eternal bliss.

Make sure you finish the semester first. This one time I had straight A's and stopped showing up to school becuase I planned on ctb but couldn't go through with itz

 

[ctoan]

do you think you have the willpower to ctb?

 

[Daystavro]

do you think you have the willpower to ctb?

Yes, I do.
At this point yes.
I didn't have it in the past but there comes a point when you do have it.

 

[BACONF]

You´re a brave man and I wish you good luck.