CTB - I get it now!! Catching the bus! I get it!!!!!!!!!!!

[Jodes]

Ironic or whatever that I chose my signature earlier.

You always fucking miss the bus. But I think I'm going to catch mine soon!!

You get so wrapped up in life, then depression, then escaping, then properly escaping, that it becomes so "everyday". I just missed my last bus, just gotta wait for the next one. I am getting impatient tho!!

Fucking buses!

 

[SadGirl]

Ironic or whatever that I chose my signature earlier.

You always fucking miss the bus. But I think I'm going to catch mine soon!!

You get so wrapped up in life, then depression, then escaping, then properly escaping, that it becomes so "everyday". I just missed my last bus, just gotta wait for the next one. I am getting impatient tho!!

Fucking buses!

Do you feel lost in your own mind?

 

[Jodes]

Do you feel lost in your own mind?

When I'm lucky

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Ironic or whatever that I chose my signature earlier.

You always fucking miss the bus. But I think I'm going to catch mine soon!!

You get so wrapped up in life, then depression, then escaping, then properly escaping, that it becomes so "everyday". I just missed my last bus, just gotta wait for the next one. I am getting impatient tho!!

Fucking buses!

I was hoping to CTB last year but I chickened out. I thought about it seriously earlier this year again. I just can't go through another year. I hate it here so much.
I don't want to hurt family & friends but I'm so miserable.
So do you have a method picked out ?

 

[Thin Chew]

I was hoping to CTB last year but I chickened out. I thought about it seriously earlier this year again. I just can't go through another year. I hate it here so much.
I don't want to hurt family & friends but I'm so miserable.
So do you have a method picked out ?

The best answer to help you is by using full suspension. Leave your thought behind your brain. Stop thinking. And do. Once you go full suspension. There won't be turning back. Also, if you choose to go full suspension, the step which you need to kick the stool will be challenging. It's normal to chicken out. Once you are depressed enough, you will soon found out that kicking the stool is an easy job

 

[limone]

The best answer to help you is by using full suspension. Leave your thought behind your brain. Stop thinking. And do. Once you go full suspension. There won't be turning back. Also, if you choose to go full suspension, the step which you need to kick the stool will be challenging. It's normal to chicken out. Once you are depressed enough, you will soon found out that kicking the stool is an easy job

yes, full suspension is the most effective

 

[Jodes]

yes, full suspension is the most effective

Only because if you change your mind during an agonising 2 hour death there's still nothing you can do

 

[Thin Chew]

Only because if you change your mind during an agonising 2 hour death there's still nothing you can do

There's no way back if you go full suspension. Think carefully, be brave. Doing full suspension you have to deal with 1 problem, which is that if the rope isn't right, you will suffer a while before you pass out and die. If you success doing it right. You won't feel a thing before passing out.

 

[limone]

Only because if you change your mind during an agonising 2 hour death there's still nothing you can do

It's misunderstanding probably...Knock-out comes in 15-30 seconds, complete death 10 - 15 minutes

 

[Lady black]

Only because if you change your mind during an agonising 2 hour death there's still nothing you can do

Nobody ever suffered 2 hours from hanging by full suspension, it´s not possible.

 

[Johanna94]

There's no way back if you go full suspension. Think carefully, be brave. Doing full suspension you have to deal with 1 problem, which is that if the rope isn't right, you will suffer a while before you pass out and die. If you success doing it right. You won't feel a thing before passing out.

How can I make sure the rope is right? Where should the knot be placed and how high? This is my only way.