Discussion CTB- home, hotel, forest

[clawsofperdition]

I've purchased N from D. It will be arriving shortly. I don't want to ctb at home for my parents to find. I wish there was a way i could while they're at work and send a message in advance to the police so they'll come find me before my parents.

I live in a somewhat village-esque area. We have a forest around us. I've thought about ctb there but I also don't want to worry my parents for too long/ harm them even more by spreading rumors/ malice by committing and having people we know find me.

I really just want to be found by no one i actually know. Meaning a hotel is the best. But i really dont want to worry my parents. I just want someone else to find me and the police to let them know. I'm already kind of on suicide watch w strict parents. If i dont answer even a single call they'll get worried.

Any suggestions on what to do/ how to go about it and make it as worrying less as i could for them?

 

[CommitSudoku]

Do you have any friends in person or have you had any that your parents would know about so you could use the excuse you're going to visit them but then go to a hotel or somewhere else? If you don't want anyone you know to find you going to a different town/village would probably be best but I don't know how possible that would be for you. Perhaps the first step is to try to make it seem like you're fine for long enough that you're not on suicide watch and thus are slightly less restricted. But somethings might be impossible to avoid no matter what you try given your current circumstances. So I'd say perhaps do what you have to and things will go how they go after. Unless you're out of town or did call the police I'm not sure how you could avoid things otherwise and talk happens regardless. I guess depending on where you plan to go you could lock yourself up and leave a note saying to call the police first, it's doubtful it would be followed but it might be off your conscience a bit. Not sure my rambling will help but I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

If you ctb at night, the location won't matter.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

The N should act so fast you won't be found. If they put out missing persons it's not going to be enough time for them to find you

 

[LoneMisery]

I personally wamt to use a g way out in deep woods where nobody goes and nobody would be alarmed and go looking if they heard a gun shot. I dont want to be in any condition for a viewing. I want to decompose back into the ground i came from