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May 4, 2023
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Alright so I'm actually really curious about this I'm not like one of those people that like orgasm from it. Which enjoying it I don't judge.
So ever since I was young I relatively enjoyed that feeling I have had just random instances fights being knocked out even getting light headed standing up quick I love that feeling about to pass out and losing all feeling.
Main thing I have made myself unconscious for relief I know how to tie THE knot so well with a bed sheet. Don't have rope I'm good at it. So with that since I enjoy it more than anything besides drugs if it was complete it could be enjoyable right. I'm wording this best I can while being nervous
 
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in death there is life
May 2, 2023
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i can relate to this a lot so you are not alone. i really like the feeling of being helpless while being choked and it feels like electricity is shooting around my body and its addicting. it started off by the thing thing that you described where you stand up to fast and you start to feel like your passing out and then it gradually wane to more violent ways off passing out. but i don't know about CTB by asphyxiation because there are many things that can go wrong because the body is really good at not letting you die that way but I does depend on the person. I would be worried about the chance that you survive it because the affects of surviving can be irreversible and horrific in some cases. I wouldn't trust it if it were me
 
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i can relate to this a lot so you are not alone. i really like the feeling of being helpless while being choked and it feels like electricity is shooting around my body and its addicting. it started off by the thing thing that you described where you stand up to fast and you start to feel like your passing out and then it gradually wane to more violent ways off passing out. but i don't know about CTB by asphyxiation because there are many things that can go wrong because the body is really good at not letting you die that way but I does depend on the person. I would be worried about the chance that you survive it because the affects of surviving can be irreversible and horrific in some cases. I wouldn't trust it if it were me
Right I think only reason I wouldn't survive it which is kind of ironic I know how to survive it so well by now. Honestly it's the internal peace that comes with it. I mainly do it for pain relief I'm actually positive I could complete it without fail. I think the longest I have been out was 2-3 minutes but.. once your unconscious you stay that way for like 5-10 minutes your body will flail I know because I have woke up in different positions. But once your unconscious with it getting tighter and tighter I don't imagine you would wake up flailing I'd imagine would tighten it
 
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Right I think only reason I wouldn't survive it which is kind of ironic I know how to survive it so well by now. Honestly it's the internal peace that comes with it. I mainly do it for pain relief I'm actually positive I could complete it without fail. I think the longest I have been out was 2-3 minutes but.. once your unconscious you stay that way for like 5-10 minutes your body will flail I know because I have woke up in different positions. But once your unconscious with it getting tighter and tighter I don't imagine you would wake up flailing I'd imagine would tighten it
im not the most knowledgeable on the subject of death by asphyxiation the only thing that i have researched are the possible damages that can come from it so i cant say that it would or wouldn't work for you but i just ask to learn about everything on the subject because failure is horrible. i wish the best for you on your endeavors im happy that you have found a way that makes you feel good. not many have that luxury ❤️
 
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im not the most knowledgeable on the subject of death by asphyxiation the only thing that i have researched are the possible damages that can come from it so i cant say that it would or wouldn't work for you but i just ask to learn about everything on the subject because failure is horrible. i wish the best for you on your endeavors im happy that you have found a way that makes you feel good. not many have that luxury ❤️
Appreciated input. It's one of the few luxuries I think life handed to me.
 
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