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Yesterday I tried not eating dinner after five beers and a few glasses of wine in the hope that the buzz would help overcome SI.
Instead I just ended up eating a little something and passing out on my bed with a panic attack lol
This is very odd since drinking and ctb attempts don't usually phase me.. maybe I'm getting physically old (34?)
I will eat something today and hope that I can muster up the courage with some wine.
 
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What caused the panic attack and what method? If you don't mind me asking
 
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What caused the panic attack and what method? If you don't mind me asking
Not sure seemed to be more of a physical thing..
Train.
 
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Not sure seemed to be more of physical thing..
Train.
Ahh it could have survival instinct maybe? Also make sure you don't drink to much otherwise you might fall or not end up in the proper position and end up injured or something.

wish you the best! :)
 
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Good points. These days it seems I can't even get drunk properly anymore.
I want to end it before I become crack head or something of that nature.
 
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Yesterday I tried not eating dinner after five beers and a few glasses of wine in the hope that the buzz would help overcome SI.
Instead I just ended up eating a little something and passing out on my bed with a panic attack lol
This is very odd since drinking and ctb attempts don't usually phase me.. maybe I'm getting physically old (34?)
I will eat something today and hope that I can muster up the courage with some wine.
34 is definitely not physically old
 
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Yesterday I tried not eating dinner after five beers and a few glasses of wine in the hope that the buzz would help overcome SI.
Instead I just ended up eating a little something and passing out on my bed with a panic attack lol
This is very odd since drinking and ctb attempts don't usually phase me.. maybe I'm getting physically old (34?)
I will eat something today and hope that I can muster up the courage with some wine.
You don't need to fast for the train method. :tongue: I also feel like I am getting physically old, my joints and knees hurt, so does my neck and upper back.
 
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I read that panic attacks happen in those with a hyper sensitive amygdala. This is the area of the brain where the fight or flight fear emotions are triggered. And this is sensitive to excess carbon dioxide in the blood. That won't help but there is a physical reason to feel a panic attack which may have nothing to do with anything, it being just a natural brain malfunction.
 
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I read that panic attacks happen in those with a hyper sensitive amygdala. This is the area of the brain where the fight or flight fear emotions are triggered. And this is sensitive to excess carbon dioxide in the blood. That won't help but there is a physical reason to feel a panic attack which may have nothing to do with anything, it being just a natural brain malfunction.
That's very interesting.
I never heard that before.
Thanks for that information!
 
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Are you *certain* of your method? I know conductors are trained (as it were) but please reconsider.
 
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You don't need to fast for the train method. :tongue: I also feel like I am getting physically old, my joints and knees hurt, so does my neck and upper back.
I wish it were that simple.
Sorry to hear that..
 

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