StateOfMind
Liberty or Death
- Apr 30, 2020
- 1,195
Yesterday I tried not eating dinner after five beers and a few glasses of wine in the hope that the buzz would help overcome SI.
Instead I just ended up eating a little something and passing out on my bed with a panic attack lol
This is very odd since drinking and ctb attempts don't usually phase me.. maybe I'm getting physically old (34?)
I will eat something today and hope that I can muster up the courage with some wine.
Instead I just ended up eating a little something and passing out on my bed with a panic attack lol
This is very odd since drinking and ctb attempts don't usually phase me.. maybe I'm getting physically old (34?)
I will eat something today and hope that I can muster up the courage with some wine.