CTB at home

[callofthevoid]

With the lockdown still going on and I'm sure will not be lifted anytime soon I'm thinking of ways to kill myself at home. I am worried though as I don't want my younger siblings, who are still children, to see my corpse-at a place where they should feel most safe.

Is it better to find another alternative? It's hard for me since our country doesn't have any public places where I can CTB, I think malls are the easiest place I can go to but I don't think that I would have the privacy needed to do the deed.

 

[Ender]

It's your choice to find a alternative. I suggest maybe some sort of woods or forest area.

 

[KleinerWolf]

With the lockdown still going on and I'm sure will not be lifted anytime soon I'm thinking of ways to kill myself at home. I am worried though as I don't want my younger siblings, who are still children, to see my corpse-at a place where they should feel most safe.

Is it better to find another alternative? It's hard for me since our country doesn't have any public places where I can CTB, I think malls are the easiest place I can go to but I don't think that I would have the privacy needed to do the deed.

What about hotels or motels?

I think ctb at home is generally depreciate the property and more traumatic for family members.

*hugs to you*

 

[MindFrog]

I'll book a room in a hotel as plan B if I can't ctb at home. Just put a donot disturb sign and you're good.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I'll book a room in a hotel as plan B if I can't ctb at home. Just put a donot disturb sign and you're good.

Doesn't do not disturb raise suspicion?

I would lock my own door and block it but I'd prefer hotel or motel.
I see the appeal of ctb at home tho.

*hugs to all*

 

[sadworld]

Yeah a hotel would be a good ctb place but they are closed where I live due to covid...

I hope everything works out for you OP. Hugs!

 

[mirko]

What about parks?

 

[WornOutLife]

Yeah a forest sounds like the best idea but also, aren't there cheap hotels around? In spite of the lockdown, they tend to open anyway.