I feel the worse in the morning. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I'm angry, sometimes just super sad/ depressed. And I'm always incredibly stressed. It's really hard to get out of bed in the morning. But usually once I make it downstairs and make some tea, I feel better. And as the day goes on I feel progressively better and less sad/ stressed/ worried. It's almost like it's easier during the day/ night to accept my situation and the fact that I'm going to ctb. I hope that whatever you have going on passes. No one should have to feel like this. I wish you all the best, I hope you can find peace