Venting Crying out for help

[HorribleFeelings1]

I am so done with life, I am severely depressed, everything hurts and even cutting myself isn't as enjoyable anymore, I just want someone who can support me on committing suicide. I want to have a good suicide plan, I really want a good suicide plan, praying to be quick and painless and cheap as well, since I barely have any money. Even if I had the money to buy any type of drugs such as SN, I have the biggest fear of my family finding out before me. Once I have a good suicide plan, I will be able to even smile since I know I will be able to escape my life when the time arrives. I have asked before for some suicide methods but now I am crying out for help to die. I want to be supported, I want people who can support me on my journey, this forum is all I have left. I can't hold it any longer. I hate pain but I don't really care anymore, just hoping to be quick now. I still live with my parents. Any methods, anything please.

 

[S1mpleme]

I'm here for you if you wanna talk.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Oh sweetie, it's not that how you ask will get a different response. Most of us want what you seek. I promise no one's keeping it a secret from you.

I know it's not the answer you want, but we all have to take the time and make a lot of effort to sort through all the methods and find the one closest to all our criteria.

I am so sorry you're hurting. I hope you get some good support here on SS.

 

[jgm63]

Well, SN is usually considered to be quite an affordable method.

I also thought this thread was interesting :

Spoiler: farewell-and-thank-you.27028

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-and-thank-you.27028/

I think it's a partial suspension method. If you search on this site against the video id, it seems quite a few people have referenced that video, so there might be interesting info in some of those threads.

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

I know how you feel. In a world terrified of death suicide is considered taboo for most & its almost impossible to get support, I tell you this ITS YOUR LIFE... If you choose to end it, I support your choices. Its nobody elses business what the fuck you choose to do. Wether it be that you live or die... who is someone else to judge you? We all have a story, not everyones has a goddamed Disney ending. Look hun, Im sorry that you had to experince such suffering that it brought you here, but you will get to platitudes from me! No "maybe it will get better" or "this is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" and all that BULLSHIT you know you better than anyone. IMO life is overrated and the people who are hell bent on staying here are either really enjoying life or they are too scared to die. You will find your way, you have community here. You only die once so take your time. You deserve it. Xo00xxx