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goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
834
Why wont this world let me die,why does so much work against me,why do so many people work against me,why is it so hard having to work around all these rules and regulations

Why do i have to stress about this every fucking day to find the success i so desperately crave…I can't fucking succeed i've gone through plan after plan and everything gets chalked off one at a time

I can't do it I genuinely can't do it and no one will put me out of my misery and pain
 
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AbsentMindedHuman

AbsentMindedHuman

One day, ill be free
Apr 25, 2024
133
The world is not meant for us. No mater how hard we try, or how bad we feel, there will be those that say they love us. It will temporarily boost our existing pain but it never lasts. The world is designed to keep us in agony and refused to fix us. I wish there was a place for us to escape to. Stay strong comrade.
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
830
A lot of people jump off of buildings and die, or in front of trains. Suffering has to be greater than the fear. And such methods aren't technical.
I don't know what to say. Clearly 'God' doesn't exist. Not with the horror happening here.
 
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LostSoul1965

Mage
Apr 15, 2024
566
I feel your pain. I am ready to go too and can't seem to find the means to do so peacefully. I keep running into roadblock after roadblock. It's frustrating while being alive is torture. FML.
 
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Seele

Sayonara
Apr 25, 2024
150
dying is easy , difficult and not dying in a horrible and painful way,I honestly think that life is a prison for all of us, we are condemned to live, and to escape from it we have to suffer and agonize, it's okay my friend, just get your words out If it eases your pain, I'll be here to read.share your pain
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,897
It truly is unacceptable extreme cruelty to me how one cannot just choose to easily die in peace, I despise how peaceful guaranteed suicide isn't accessible. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, I understand feeling trapped here, I really wish there's a straightforward way to just peacefully die.
 
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