coward

[L I F E T O L O S E]

anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)

 

[tsuina]

me! total fucking chicken.
i'm too cowardly and i feel too guilty about it so i just don't do it yet. too scared of the afterlife.. too scared of dying painfully, or regretting it once it's too late..
i don't encourage stuff like that, but i hope you have the courage one day to make the best choice for you whether it is to keep going, or to ctb..!

 

[almost_dead]

anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)

don't tell me you need 'female friends'

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

don't tell me you need 'female friends'

lmao maybe

 

[nitroautnz]

I did chicken out last weekend, i wanted to cut an artery. But the idea of a partner i don't like that. I prefer to wait for trying again with a more peaceful method.

 

[grungeCat]

Me too! Maybe I am not afraid of death itself but the thoughts about pain during dying paralyze me. I'm absolute pussy.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I would love to have a friend with me, just to have some joy before I go. I even know who I want with me, but he'd never go for it. He'd call emergency services. Someone to hold my hand as it happened. Sounds like a dream.

I'll probably end up imagining that my dead best friend is with me. I do that at times to ease my pain.

 

[Quinlor]

anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)

But why you want to kill yourself? If you had a good motives I guarantee that you would find courage... Maybe internally you don't want to ctb.
Hundreds of people ctb everyday

 

[BipolarGuy]

anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)

Nobody here should be encouraging you to end your life.
If somebody does, contact a moderator. I don't know who the moderators are other than @Meretlein