Breadbfra
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- Jul 16, 2020
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I've been suffering from severe chronic depression since the age of 11* and no psychiatrist has found out why but as time passes I realize it's genetics. I am also treatment resistant, rTMS and rTDCS resistant and the only thing that has worked until now it's ket-amine treatments. Expensive, but they've managed to let me live as a normal person somehow.
Since coroavirus appeared, I started becoming suicidal again. My only goal is to ctb, and I'm filling up a diary where I post pros and cons of various ways of killing yourself. My father also has started to suffer from depression, my cousin's one has worsened and one of my aunts went totally crazy.
The only thing that's stopping me is my girlfriend and my parents. I'd give her a second death to suicide (her mother two years ago) and my mother would go crazy.
Since coroavirus appeared, I started becoming suicidal again. My only goal is to ctb, and I'm filling up a diary where I post pros and cons of various ways of killing yourself. My father also has started to suffer from depression, my cousin's one has worsened and one of my aunts went totally crazy.
The only thing that's stopping me is my girlfriend and my parents. I'd give her a second death to suicide (her mother two years ago) and my mother would go crazy.
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