Covid 19 feeling stuck

[ghostgirl1995]

Anyone else feeling stuck due to people around and plans failing? I originally wanted to travel and cbt so I can be far from everyone but this has me 10 times worse feeling stuck and in agony. I have chronic pain. I also can't stop thinking of how much things I have screwed up for myself that are irreversible. I'm scared I'll get thrown into the psychward for awhile getting even more traumatized.

 

[Kumachan]

I know right! Fucking covid! been planning to have a nice "suicide vacation" of sorts once this covid shit is over. If it doesnt, or if i get tired of waiting - my 2kg of SN are right here:)

 

[ghostgirl1995]

I know right! Fucking covid! been planning to have a nice "suicide vacation" of sorts once this covid shit is over. If it doesnt, or if i get tired of waiting - my 2kg of SN are right here:)

I feel you! I'm still waiting for my SN it's probably going to take a month so I'm anxious as hell just waiting this out :(

 

[Kumachan]

I feel you! I'm still waiting for my SN it's probably going to take a month so I'm anxious as hell just waiting this out :(

Yea waiting sucks. And its been plenty of that recently tbh. Are you planning to take it with you on your trip? Im currently tryin to figure out a way to discreetly carry SN through airport security...

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for the covid, I am sick of this shit, and seeing everything around me a fucking mess yet I am to blame, its torture, (No its not as simple as changing myself as when I change nothing else does!)