Chronicallyunwell
Member
- Aug 9, 2024
- 58
As you may know if following my story, I'm dealing with a chronic uti and have been under care of specialists in London. There is seemingly no chance of me getting rid of this thing and I also am exhausted after months of all consuming pain. I love myself enough to know its too much for a person to deal with.
I'm just venting here into the void, I don't have the courage or energy to successfully ctb. I'm so unbelievably tired of being a host for this disease.
I never thought I'd be in a position where every waking moment I'm begging for my life to end or a method to come to me.
Does anyone know of any good 'wild swimming' locations in the UK where I will not be bothered by dog walkers etc
As you can tell I'm frantic and exhausted.
I'm just venting here into the void, I don't have the courage or energy to successfully ctb. I'm so unbelievably tired of being a host for this disease.
I never thought I'd be in a position where every waking moment I'm begging for my life to end or a method to come to me.
Does anyone know of any good 'wild swimming' locations in the UK where I will not be bothered by dog walkers etc
As you can tell I'm frantic and exhausted.
