Sicariidae
Sicarius
- Jan 12, 2026
- 4
Been a while. Tried getting SN but ultimately couldn't. Situation at home is not the worse but it's not good either and I feel weak because other people have it worse than me and I'm here looking to go out painlessly. But I think I'll just bleed to death, I don't care anymore, I'm tired of this house, of this life, of seeing everyone around me succeed while I take all the loses. Even professional help is pointless, my therapist ghosted me twice, and my parents don't seem to care. I'm just done, nothing can fix me.