Can you please give more details?
Are you in a government controlled area,
Do you have a passport?
What are your rights actually...
I ask because I'm a white Canadian whose never cared to look into your lives until now.
Doing so is clouded with media.
I was going to suggest an operation out of country, take that 1000$ and get a doctor to say you need an operation, then go on Reddit or something and plead that you don't trust the doctors and need it done in one of those countries; trying to get someone to sponsor you for the surgery time frame, once your their if they find out your suicidal they would have a duty to report you.
Again I don't know the loop holes in Syria
im in government controlled area and i have 4 month before im called to the army
i can renew my passport, in europe i can get legally to belarus for so much money but its not a place i will be successful at surviving on for various reasons
up until now im legally residing in syria but its a matter of 4month until i will have to leave it
some german guy messaged me and told me he'd help me and offered to marry me but he just stopped answering(escaped) didnt even say sorry but at least i got some valuable information thanks to him
i wish there would be someone that would marry me to get me in canada or england since i already speak english because i dont want to be a liability until i learn another language, im already behind in many things... i still have to learn programming too and need mental treatment for my mental problems, i need some joy because i never have any and i need to cure my depression
seems like i have too many problems to solve and i believe i can finally start rising up if i get asylum in the west, i really dont know whats the right thing to do for me, suicide or what... my life depends on other people helping me because im helpless and i hate this
like seriously there is a relative that would burrow me any money to live on but i dont wany money for anything else than migrating to the west and i know that i will never be able to return them otherwise, he knows about my problems and he always went to visit me at psychward and fixed some of my problems with my family by telling them that he will help me to travel and asking them to stop asking much of me which is something that always kept me down
i want to suicide but he doesnt want me to suicide and doesnt want to help me to suicide and keeps blaming me when i say that i dont want help or anything, im just asked for too much and im below zero by far but i'd live on if that changes and im granted asylum in the west although my relative friend is the one impacting me to do it since like i said, i want to suicide and he forces me to live on
what do i even have to do... im working on trying to migrate but nothing works out and im sick of life even though frankly im good looking and white in where its rare to be, maybe unusually lucky for having that friend offering any sort of money for me to achieve my migration dreams, but had been unlucky with family, they ruined my education and ruined my personality and left me to ruin
