Considering methods

[suicidaljc]

I have looked on 3 methods that I may go for. I live in the UK and thus, getting access to firearms is impossible. I have looked on threads regarding N but it seems difficult to get N or any other drugs for overdosing. The 3 methods I considered are:

Jumping,
Hanging,
Starvation.

Although jumping is more immediate compared to the other two, too scared and therefore, disappointed with myself. Also, I don't know if any relatives will have to finance clearing my corpse as a result. I feel that because of the failed attempts and backing away from cliff edges, I am mentally scared to go through with it. Wish there was ways to bypass this.
However, I know a spot that is 100ft drop onto concrete.

I tried starvation as well. I managed 9 days with no food or water at all. The feeling that people will notice, made me stop doing it. I tend to have little to no appetite anyways so I feel like this is doable. As long as there enough distractions for two months, I am considering going through with this.

I recently looked at the partial hanging method on this site. Easy to access the materials. But I feel the chances of intervention is really high. I don't have any privacy/space to do this within my own room. Also, I am concerned at how the attempts can fail really really badly. From what I have read, slip knot is best. Belt/neck-tie ligature can be used? Just trying to figure out where to place the ligature on my neck, below jaw but slightly above my adam's apple?

Which do you think would be highly probably for me?

 

[TAW122]

I think jumping might be the best option given your situation because hanging is too risky and starvation takes too long as well as a high chance of intervention and interfering, thus resulting in failure. When jumping, I would suggest finding an even taller place to increase your odds of success as a 100ft drop to concrete still isn't fully reliable. As far as overcoming SI, if you are able to access alcohol, then alcohol should help lower your inhibitions and survival instinct so that your odds of success are higher.

 

[JohnUK]

I agree with the previous post. The higher the better. Beachy Head in Sussex is very high. 531ft I've read on Wikipedia.

Jumping is one of my methods along with CO or a vehicle hit

 

[suicidaljc]

I've wasted money and effort going to Beachy Head before, only to back away or be intervened. It's why I'm starting to look at other methods. But looking on jump suicides in the UK, people have managed to end their life on smaller cliffs and it baffles me how. I'm sure that a suicide website said (150ft) 46m was sufficient enough to ensure fatality.

 

[LittleDuckling]

I've wasted money and effort going to Beachy Head before, only to back away or be intervened. It's why I'm starting to look at other methods. But looking on jump suicides in the UK, people have managed to end their life on smaller cliffs and it baffles me how. I'm sure that a suicide website said (150ft) 46m was sufficient enough to ensure fatality.

Do they have cops who stop people who are about to jump or was it by some random dude?

 

[suicidaljc]

Do they have cops who stop people who are about to jump or was it by some random dude?

People who are hiking/etc spotted me and reported me to Samaritans who were nearby. They talked to me while I was at the cliff edge. A police got reported as well of my situation at the time. My fucking SI kicked in. Then forced into a psychiatric ward for a period of time.