considering ending my life as my partne of near 20 years ghosted me

[tackles]

He ghosted me and took everything. I'm disabled and can mostly take care of myself but I now live in extreme poverty as he had all the assets in his name.

I've considered using medication but I have a very high tolerance due to pain management. I'm leaning towards hanging (partial suspension) to pass out and go quietly.

My quality of life low. My outlook is life of diseased living and honestly I know I'm ready.

Looking for insight and knowledge to do it right the first attempt.

 

[RileyTanaka]

He ghosted me and took everything. I'm disabled and can mostly take care of myself but I now live in extreme poverty as he had all the assets in his name.

I've considered using medication but I have a very high tolerance due to pain management. I'm leaning towards hanging (partial suspension) to pass out and go quietly.

My quality of life low. My outlook is life of diseased living and honestly I know I'm ready.

Looking for insight and knowledge to do it right the first attempt.

I'm so sorry you're in this position. Have you checked the megathread for hanging? It wouldn't be my preferred way to go, but I understand your need to go based on your disabilities/illnesses. Obviously N seems the most humane way.

 

[TowerUpright]

Sorry about your partner leaving... That is almost unbelievable... So sorry for you.

If you're looking for insight, there are plenty of resources on the pinned thread of this forum. Ultimately, it's your choice, but it's a permanent one. Be sure it's exactly what needs to happen.

Peace be with you, brother/sister (profile doesn't specify).

 

[Lupinthe3rd3rd]

Sorry about what your going through.

 

[madbananas]

Oh my god I'm so sorry that happened to you. I want to ctb when a close friend ghosts me, never mind a partner of 20 years. Again, I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine the pain you must be in right now. I'm also seriously angry as well for you right now so again can't imagine how you must be feeling. Disrespectful isn't even the word for what your partner has done. Ghosting is cruel and cowardly. I'm here if you want to chat.

 

[ghostgirl1995]

I can relate to this :(